Dear Ash,

I really love you, I hope you know that, I'm pretty sure that you do but you could have doubt seeing as how I have left you to be the iron queen. I miss you terribly as well; we tried so hard to stay together and yet we still end up apart, the irony of it is so terrible it hurts. I wish so much that we could just forget everything and stay together but I have my obligations as the iron queen, and you have yours as the one remaining heir of the Unseelie court. I can now look back to those times when we were exiled from the Nevernever fondly and with nostalgia, it seems so long ago by now, so much has happened between now and then that it's almost overwhelming to think about and sometimes it even makes me cry to realize what I lost when we had to leave each other.

Oh, and thanks for getting Beau back to me, it really means a lot that you remembered, and I never thought that I would see her again so that makes it even better that you brought her back to me. Charles my human father is doing great too, he has regained most of his memories and he seems happy here with me among the iron fey, they seem to freak him out a lot less than the normal fey do, no offense to you it wasn't your fault. I almost forgot to tell you Glitch's reaction when he saw Beau; he thought that Beau was attacking me and seemed to think that Beau was some sort of monster out to get his queen, for being as tough as he is, he seemed very frightened by a sweet dog like Beau. I really wish that you could have seen it, and I found your broken pendant around Beau's neck, I just wish I could have seen you that night, but I realize that you are probably still a little mad at me for what I did. If I were you I would have been furious at myself to. I hope you can find it within your heart to forgive me; I love you too much to ever forget about you.

I never see you at the negotiation meetings, and it seems like your avoiding me, but I understand. I know that one day we will be together again. We have done the impossible several times before so what's one more time right. I miss your silver eyes and your black hair, and if I ever can get you back I am never going to let you go again.

With love,

Meghan Chase