Never look back
Bella jumped of the cliff but when the phone rang it was her that answered the phone. She decided that she will follow Edwards's advice and be happy. Let see what life would bring her now when she decided to live. The italic at the first is an extract from the book. It does not belong to me it belong to Stephanie Mayer.
He released me lifting his other hand to brush his fingertips along my cheek, trailing them down to my jaw. I could feel his finger tremble – not with anger this time. He pressed his palm against my cheek so that my face was trapped between his burning hands.
"Bella," he whispered.
I was frozen. No! I hadn't made this decision yet. I didn't know if I could do this and now I was out of time to think. But I would have been a fool if I thought rejecting him now would have no consequence.
I stared back at him. He was not my Jacob but he could be. His face familiar and beloved. In so many real ways I did love him. He was my comfort, my safe harbour. Right now I could choose to have him belong to me.
Alice was back for the moment but that changed nothing. True love was forever lost. The prince was never coming back to kiss me awake from an enchanted sleep. I was not a princess after all. So what was the fairy-tale protocol for other kisses? The mundane kind that didn't break any spells.
Maybe it would be easy – like holding his hand or having his arms around me. Maybe it would feel nice. Maybe it wouldn't feel like a betrayal. Besides whom was I betraying anyway? Just myself.
Keeping his eyes on mine Jacob began to bend his face towards me. And I was still absolutely undecided.
The shrill of the phone made us both jump. Jacob walked away from me groaning. I felt very disappointed that he walked away from me. I liked having him near me. I was surprised by that thought but i picked up the phone.
"Hello." I answered and but there was no reply. It annoyed me to no end. I was just about to make the biggest decision i have ever made and this phone just interrupted it.
"Hello is anyone there?" i said angry now.
"Sorry it was the wrong number." an unknown male voice said before hanging up. I huffed in annoyance and hung up the phone with a force. I looked at Jacob who was looking at me and scratching the back of his neck. He looked away from me and said.
"Look i better go now. Lets just forget that happened okey. I will see you tomorrow if you want." He said walking away and out of my house. I was torn. I did not know what to feel. I was annoyed because i wanted to kiss him. I wanted to feel him close to me and his lips on mine and that though hurt me because i felt like i was betraying myself. I was supposed to be in love with another yet i wanted Jacob to kiss me. But he left me. The asshole actually left me. I felt anger rising in my chest. What the hell am i doing. Acting like a zombie because a guy that supposedly loved me had left me. He has no right to control my life anymore. No right do dictate what i do and don't so. I wanted to get over him. I did not want to feel this pain anymore. I wanted to feel loved and cherish and mostly i really wanted Jacob to kiss me.
I ran out of my house in nothing but my tank top and the rain began to pour mercilessly. I could barely see him through the rain. He was halfway down the street just walking with his head down and i caused it. My fault. Well i will make it right. Be happy! I heard in the back of my mind and happy i will be.
"Jacob!" i called after him as i ran praying that i will not fall over and make a more fool of myself. He turned around and looked at me and i i just ran into his opened arms and smashed my lips to him. The was so shocked that he was rigid at first but then he wrapped his arms around me and responded to my kiss. His soft yet firm and hot lips kissing me. Even thought it was cold and pouring rain i was surrounded by the heat. Heat i craved so much since i moved here. Heat i loved and heat i will cherish. His kissed were so different from what i was used to. He was not delicate with me like i was a porceline doll. He was holding me so tight it almost hurt and took my breath away but i loved it. I felt my body respond in a way that i was not used to. I craved more. I wanted all of Jacob and i wanted him now. Mostly i felt alive. I felt like i became alive again and it was ll thanks to Jacob. The whole on me chest become healed leaving nothing but a scar. It felt so right to be in his arms like I was made for his arms, like my body was made to fit his and like those lips were made for me to kiss.
Soon i needed to breath and i cursed my lungs. Why now when i was enjoying the kiss so much. I still had to break the kiss and i looked at him with hooded eyes. I was speechless. I did not know what to say. I was breathing hard trying to get my thought together. I was still in his arms my legs wrapped around his waits and his hand were on my ass and i did not mind at all. His lips were bruised and wet and all i wanted to do was to bite them. The rain stopped pouring and the sun began to pick through the clouds. I looked at Jacob and i never decided to look back. He was my future and i accepted it. He was my sun.
So how did you like it? Was it good? i really hope you like it and review. i wrote this story about three years ago but never posted it because it was not finished. I decided to take a different approach. Next Chaper will be a skip forward 5 years later. i hope you tune in and read it.