Forget My Name, Remember My Life
Wake Up Call
I gasp in fear, waking up from a horrible dream. Where was I? I look around quickly, and there was nothing around me but darkness. Complete and utter Darkness. "Where Am I?" I call out, almost desperate to hear someone's voice.The only thing I can remember was talking to BB, telling him how much I loved him, and in a hospital room at that. So why was I in a dark room like this now? Was I even still alive. Only than did I realize that I was in one of those straight jackets. I struggle with it, to get it off and I manage to get out of it. Guess I'm glad I watched a lot of those real life shows on MTV. I feel around now, but I don't touch anything, just feel around in the blackness. What in the hell was going on? How did I get from a hospital room dying, to some weird black room wishing I was dead. I wince a little, as light slowly comes into the room. I look over to what I believe is a door, but I couldn't be sure because my eyes hadn't adjusted yet. I blink a few times than realize it was a door, there was someone in the door way, coming towards me. I stand up and back up quickly not wanting the man to get any closer. "Get away from me..!" I call out again, but it doesn't stop the man, whoever he is. He's a good six foot five, which was a almost a foot taller than me. He grabs me, and takes me out of the room. He leads me down the hall, numerous room on either side of me, other rooms like the one I was in I guess. He finally lets me go after he leads me into a room, formal looking. Like some shrink's office or something, I had no idea thats exactly what it was. "How are you feeling today Ms. Priebe?" I look at the man that was talking to me after the guy that lead me there left.Who in the hell was that guy. "Don't call me that..Where am I?" The man looks surprised when I say this, like I had three heads. "You don't remember? Jessica you were just in here yesterday.." Yesterday? Yesterday I thought I had slit my wrist, Yesterday I thought I was in a hospital room dying. "No I wasn't.." I say, the only thing I could think of. "Then let me ask you this..where were you?" He talked to me like I was a freaking three year old, hello! I'm 22, you can act like I'm older you crazy old bastard. "Living my stupid ass life away from whatever this hell hole is! I woke up in some dark ass room! Now tell me where the hell I am!" The man sits back in his chair a little, looking at me a little surprised. "No need to get angry..you were sent here three month ago by your doctor and family. When you friend found you bleeding to death he rushed you to the hospital. You went flat line for a few moments, but the doctors were able to bring you back. They admitted you here a few days after that. Close to three months ago like I stated before." What he just said, could it really be true? Could what I was living really just been a dream of a memory I was having. I couldn't believe it, I just sat there, thinking over all that he said. If it was true than I could tell my life totally sucked at this point. I was in a freaking mental place..they locked me away for trying to end my life. I want to forget my life, end it all over again. Get away from this horrible place. But I knew I wouldn't, not when I had nothing, and nobody.
Wake Up Call
I gasp in fear, waking up from a horrible dream. Where was I? I look around quickly, and there was nothing around me but darkness. Complete and utter Darkness. "Where Am I?" I call out, almost desperate to hear someone's voice.The only thing I can remember was talking to BB, telling him how much I loved him, and in a hospital room at that. So why was I in a dark room like this now? Was I even still alive. Only than did I realize that I was in one of those straight jackets. I struggle with it, to get it off and I manage to get out of it. Guess I'm glad I watched a lot of those real life shows on MTV. I feel around now, but I don't touch anything, just feel around in the blackness. What in the hell was going on? How did I get from a hospital room dying, to some weird black room wishing I was dead. I wince a little, as light slowly comes into the room. I look over to what I believe is a door, but I couldn't be sure because my eyes hadn't adjusted yet. I blink a few times than realize it was a door, there was someone in the door way, coming towards me. I stand up and back up quickly not wanting the man to get any closer. "Get away from me..!" I call out again, but it doesn't stop the man, whoever he is. He's a good six foot five, which was a almost a foot taller than me. He grabs me, and takes me out of the room. He leads me down the hall, numerous room on either side of me, other rooms like the one I was in I guess. He finally lets me go after he leads me into a room, formal looking. Like some shrink's office or something, I had no idea thats exactly what it was. "How are you feeling today Ms. Priebe?" I look at the man that was talking to me after the guy that lead me there left.Who in the hell was that guy. "Don't call me that..Where am I?" The man looks surprised when I say this, like I had three heads. "You don't remember? Jessica you were just in here yesterday.." Yesterday? Yesterday I thought I had slit my wrist, Yesterday I thought I was in a hospital room dying. "No I wasn't.." I say, the only thing I could think of. "Then let me ask you this..where were you?" He talked to me like I was a freaking three year old, hello! I'm 22, you can act like I'm older you crazy old bastard. "Living my stupid ass life away from whatever this hell hole is! I woke up in some dark ass room! Now tell me where the hell I am!" The man sits back in his chair a little, looking at me a little surprised. "No need to get angry..you were sent here three month ago by your doctor and family. When you friend found you bleeding to death he rushed you to the hospital. You went flat line for a few moments, but the doctors were able to bring you back. They admitted you here a few days after that. Close to three months ago like I stated before." What he just said, could it really be true? Could what I was living really just been a dream of a memory I was having. I couldn't believe it, I just sat there, thinking over all that he said. If it was true than I could tell my life totally sucked at this point. I was in a freaking mental place..they locked me away for trying to end my life. I want to forget my life, end it all over again. Get away from this horrible place. But I knew I wouldn't, not when I had nothing, and nobody.