A/N: I wrote a quick Kawoshin drabble based off of the song 'A Happy Death', produced by Kikuo-p. I recommend listening to it while reading, you can listen to Yuuyu's cover of it here he's amazing: watch?v=RzxneyLvtHQ
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If you go to 'hell' and defy them, I will be saved in the end. If you go to 'heaven' and play along as planned, we will surely meet again. I love you, you love me, I have no choice but to choke you willingly.
"Tighter, tighter," you almost taunt me with your words of encouragement. Words of caring, words of love, words of sacrfice, and words of death. Your face has a smile plastered across but I'm scared to know what's inside. I regret my decision, I regret yours. I've been overtaken with fear. I unconciously wrap my hands around your neck and begin closing in, winding my fingers around your throat. You are perfect in all you do, but I love you so...
The hands around your neck squeeze with newfound force. Unknown to myself, my grip had been gradually been growing stronger. Against my will the fingers close themselves and...
Ah. "Goodbye, Shinji-kun."
"Thank you. I love you."
You whispered to me with a worn voice that sounded like it had been roughed with sandpaper. "We will meet again someday."
And then You Died.
Since you've gone to 'hell' I will now be saved. Since you've gone to heaven we will surely meet again. You, who was so perfect in all you did, has now perished by my filthy hands. I, who was ruined, tainted, from the very beginning, have begun to shatter.
In the end I can only wish a 'Happy Death' to you...
-8
If I go to 'hell' and defy them, you will be saved in the end. If I go to 'heaven' and play along as planned, we will surely meet again. I love you, you love me, yet I still must ask you to choke me willingly.
"Tighter, tighter." I've asked you to strangle me. You can't refuse, you can't deny, because this is the only way to save you. If I am to defy the specifications, I must die by the hands of the one I desire. The sacrfice was unavoidable, but somehow, I feel saddened. The fear and pain painted across your face is sinking into my mind and second thoughts and regret flash through my head.
You are perfect in all you do, but I love you so...
You scream and shake your head vigorously as your hands close around my throat against your will.
"Goodbye, Shinji-kun." "Thank you. I love you." I whisper to you but your eyes are averted to the hands breaking into my flesh.
The hands grasping my neck squeeze and my voice cuts out. With my final breath I smile,
"We will meet again someday."
And then I Died.
Since I've gone to 'hell' you will now be saved. Since I've gone to heaven we will surely meet again. You, who was so perfect in all you did, has now been tainted with the blood of a fallen angel.
I, who was destined to fall to this fate from the beginning, have broken you.
In the end I can only have a 'Happy Death' if it's by your hands...
A/N: Thanks for reading. Reviews are encouraged, but if you don't want to you don't have to.