Hello Guys ! This is my first Black Butler fan fiction (more like one-shot). I'm planning to do a collection of one-shots like that about the couple Cielizzy which I think doesn't get enough love :(

If you have any ideas for a one-shot, please, feel free to post a review to tell me about it (or you can send me a private message ^^).

Also I wanted to inform you that english isn't my mother tongue, so if you find any grammar faults, or sentences that don't make sense, feel free to signal it to me !

Anyway, I hope you enjoy this really short One-Shot !

Warning : There will probably be spoilers of the manga, so if you didn't read it, be careful !

Credits : Black Butler belongs to Yana Toboso.


Title: My dearest love.

Summary : Elizabeth writes another letter that she will never send.


My dearest love

What happened to you Ciel ? What traumatic experience have you been through in the past ? What made you become what you are today ?

So many questions haunting me, yet I haven't found the courage to ask them directly to you.

You can't imagine how much it hurts me to know that you're suffering, even though you never show it. Not to me. You always want to appear as a strong young man in front of me.

Gone is the little boy with a huge smile on its face. What you experienced during your disappearance took away your innocence and forced you to become an adult at such a young age.

I know you're in pain my Ciel. I'm not pretentious enough to say I understand how you feel, but I know you're hurting. I know the light that surrounded you years ago will never come back, I know that darkness has totally enveloped you. Yet I still hope I can make you smile someday. I hope you can share that burden with me and not take it all on your frail shoulders.

I know I can be annoying, I know you hate it when I decorate your manor, I know you don't like wearing the cute clothes I bring you. But I also know that you care a lot for me, I know you'll do everything in your will to protect me and I know you don't want to lose me.

Many people say you're a dangerous criminal who's cold hearted but I want to believe that there's still some good in you. I have faith in you.

And more importantly, I love you and I always will. Even if you loose everything, my love will always be there.

I also want to apologize to you. I apologize for not hearing you screaming for help when your parents were dying. I apologize for not being there with you during that month you were away. I couldn't do anything for you. I failed to protect you.

I'm doing my best to become a wife that will make you proud in the future.

People may laugh at me for being childish, wearing cute pink clothes and low healed shoes. But I don't care.

People may find me unladylike because of my fencing skills, but I don't care.

Everything I do, I do it for you. My one and only love. I'm still so young but I already know that there will be no one else but you : Ciel Phantomhive…

Truly yours, Lizzy.


Here we go ! I hope you liked it ! I'll try not to make Ciel, and Elizabeth, too out of character.

Leave a little review if you liked it ! ^^