Lost inside my head
I can't see the way ahead
Drowning inside
These voices won't let me hide
There you lie in the darkest corner of my mind
You make it impossible to leave you behind
The memories are everywhere
Suffocating me in darkness and despair
I hear your voice and I can't drown it out
I try scream, I try even harder to shout
No one can hear my desperate plea
The voice inside that's begging 'rescue me!'
Wish I could escape from this sorrow and pain
But even if I did would I ever be the same?
I've lost my way
Ever since you walked away
Broken promises taunt me
I'm a shell, half of who I used to be
Struggling against the tide
Terrified I'll lose the will to fight
Screaming for air
Searching but I'm nowhere
Trying to hold onto myself and not look back
Trying to escape the clutches of my past
This searing pain that scares the heart
Makes the ending more real than the start