Watashi no ai no shiawase no tame ni
For my love's happiness
I watched from afar sadly as he laughed with a girl their laughter mixing into one. Is it so wrong to love him? Though he is with another?Even though we are siblings? Is that so wrong? I shook my head once I broke out of my staring and walked away with eyes stinging to let the tears fall but I held. "Tsuna!/Tenth!" I heard and I turned to face my two best friends Gokudera and Yamamoto. "Minna..." I trailed off... "Maa, maa Tsuna! No need to feel so down!" Yamamoto laughed. "Baseball idiot is right Tenth! you have us!" Gokudera added.
A small slightly sad smile grew on my face at what they said. "Thank you guys.." I muttered to them feeling like breaking down and crying once again. "why did it have to be Giotta? My own brother? Why couldn't it be one of them? even Mukuro or Hibari would be fine but him...? Kami-sama what have I done to deserve this? A unrequited love that will never happen." I thought emptily depression taking it's toll once again...I need it I need it I need it I NEED IT I NEED IT I NEED IT "NO I do not need it." I stopped my minds ranting to need it. I silently watched my friends argue one-sidedly with Yamamoto only laughing at the enraged italian teen. I smiled softly as the bell rung.
"We better get to class before Hibari-san bites us to death..." I mentioned shutting them up as the raced off into the building still arguing. Chuckling softly I followed them at my own pace. "What are you doing Herbivore." I heard behind and turned my head to see the prefect Hibari Kyouya. "Hibari-san...I was just heading to class..."I stated shaking slightly. His cold bluish eyes stared at me before ever so slightly softening in the empty area everyone having ran off at the sight of the animal lover. "Tsunayoshi...get to class before I bite you to death small rabbit" Hibari smirked before walking away after his unusual act to bite to death a late student. I put my mask of dame-Tsuna back on before I ran to class opening the door and purposely tripping when I entered the room.
The class laughed and the teacher yelled at me for being late and I just chuckled fakely in embarrassment, heading to my seat I sat down and stared out the window the entire time while Gokudera answered every question right and Yamamoto slept loudly. "Dame-Tsuna! Pay attention! Geez why is there so much difference between you and your brother Giotto? Take a page from his book!" The teacher shouted at me and I just let out my signature scream falling backwards in my chair and onto the floor
"Why do I deserve this? What have I done in a past life?"