A journey to the past
What would have happened to her had the man not come along the road and had seen the girl lying helplessly alongside the road? A mess of tangled hair and limbs that had made up the mass of the woman? The almost lifeless and dull eyes that showed someone on the brink of lifelessness and death. Pale colored optics that had dulled into almost nothing. But that is not what happened. And along came the fox, smiling and dangerous, trotting along to pick up his prey, a poor bunny who say dying because she knew not of what she could do to change any of it. Blindly trusting the fox, like the foolish, and coming to trust it wholeheartedly, only to be put up as a offering, to be used and cut, making sure that she would be far far to broken to pick up the pieces. Making it so much easier for them, so that they could deny her all the simple pleasures of life that she had come to expect.
A bit forward before the present
A look of shock and the sounds of a battle that had been already lost long before it ever began. But all this had come yet a moment to late for them to realize. Realize through memories that flowed through them, that this is what was going to happen all along. Because the power within them was much to strong from the beginning. Getting rid of all they knew, and all who knew, without anyone else figuring what was to happen. They were all pawns here, all but expendable pieces to play with and break in the name of winning the absolute goal. There was always more to get, all you had to do was plan it the right way. Ally with the strong, ally with the greatest force and you would assure your victory. You would assure that there was nothing you could lose and that everything would be all right. She cursed herself for not knowing the truth. And for him not being able to utter even a syllable of it to her, before he took his leave from her.
Yet even with all this, she couldn't stop the last final sound. The one of something shattering, of all you ever knowing, coming from the depths to strangle the last bit of hope you had from your body, letting it flow down into nothingness so that the earth can absorb it. Like slashing a vein and letting your life force snake down your arm, slowly erasing your very existence with each bit dropping. And what was it he said to her. That sorry was too late. Too late to keep it all from happening. Would she have given up it all from the start had he clued her in? How could she answer the one question that haunted her from the moment it even entered her thoughts. Now all she could think, was there was no way that he had even the thought to betray her. There was no way, because even though the one she knew was mysterious and did things for reasons beyond her comprehension, there was no way that this is what he had done to her.
The pain within the moment
Breaths that seem to be labored forced its way through her lungs, ripping from her throat so that she could continue to be conscious. How much had it taken to defeat this thing? It had been sheer luck she thought. There was no way that this thing had been beaten so easily by her. But there was something more upon her mind, coursing through her as her muscles continued to scream obscenities at her for even contemplating such a feat.
Why?
Why had she come to the one place that could possibly kill her? She knew it wouldn't be long before someone would come. If she was lucky it would be an Espada or perhaps the object of what she was looking for. If she was less lucky it would be Aizen himself. Straightening herself up, she called Haineko back into its sealed form, placing it with the sheath that was its home on her back. Taking a deep breath she forced one foot in front of the other. The darkness of her ebony Haori stood out in stark contrast to the desert that made up Hueco Mundo. Her eyes barely making out the target in which she was looking. The palace in which the self proclaimed God and his expendable pawns resided. There was to be no turning back now. No matter what happened, with each step deeper into the lion's den, she knew she came closer to meeting the fate she had come to terms with before even contemplating this feat. But the question on her mind still sat. Would it all be worth it in the end?