Wanting What You Can't Have

How long has it been since I've written an angst fic? A year? Maybe more.

Disclaimer: All characters belong to Nintendo instead of me. Ditto the locations and associated terminology (e.g. Triforce)

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"I did the right thing for everyone," I tell myself. "The worlds of shadow and light should have never mixed in the first place, besides the light isn't all that great. It's over-rated."

It's a shame I know myself too well to accept that. I'm a lying, back stabbing, and selfish bitch sometimes. Don't believe me? Here I am with everything a female Twilli could ever ask for, money, a wardrobe containing whatever I desired in the way of clothing, power, people queuing up just to see me, money, and yet here I am, locked away in my bed chambers wishing for more.

And all because I'll know I'll never get the chance to have it again.

Link

Who'd have thought it, huh? Me of all people falling for a light dweller, he wasn't even that good of one. He was never exactly the sharpest, too trusting, he hardly ever talked out of some fear that he was going to say something completely stupid that his descendants would be mocked for, and he had some of the worst senses of hygiene I've seen.

But still, he had his charm… a lot of it actually… for one he probably had the most attractive body of the light-dwellers, no matter what was thrown at him he still won, I thought we were gonna be dead when we went up against Zant, considering how he took us by surprise back in lake Hyilia. He saved me…

Goddesses, here come the tears again, when am I going to be over that? When Link travelled the world to get both the fused shadows and the Twilight Mirror shards, sure he had his own reasons for going along with it, but still.

Would he even want me back? How long has it been? He probably moved in with either his farm girl friend or even got with Zelda. Even if I could travel back, reassemble the twilight mirror he'd already be taken. Would he reject me there and then? I don't know, but knowing him he probably got himself tied in to some engagement.

I have a habit of wanting what I can't have. It's probably for the best that I didn't stay in the world of light, the Twilli need me to stop someone like Zant, minus Ganondorf's power, from taking control again. Besides, I wanted the throne in the first place, now I could throw it all away just t be with him again, see the main problem for someone who wants what they can't have is once they get what they want, they'll stop wanting it.

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First delve into any Zelda pairing territories (Smash Bros does not count), hope you found it worth while. Please leave a review after the beep.

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