yarni: hii its yaRni here! lol this is my first ever fanfic so plz be easy on me n this is just a one-shot! but ill soon be posting ma actual story wich will tots be an amuto! i just wanted to see wat people thought first hehe!

ikuto: gosh calm down its not like anyones actually goin to read it i mean c`mon im not even init ugh wat is wrong with u!

yarni:*vain pops out of head* , !? *pulls out a random bat*

ikuto:* winces* n-nothi-thing...ha hee*cough*

yarni:yh thats wat i thought...

yarni: hehe anyways on with the one-shot oh yh n i dont own owt hehe i wish i did though. wahhh!

"AMU! GET YOUR BUTT DOWN HERE NOW ! HIW DARE YOU DO THIS TO ME!"

This couldn't be good. I dropped dropped my duster and made my way along the landing in a rush. As I stumbled downstairs I went through all the possibilities of fuel to my mothers anger. I found… none.

I was so caught up in thinking that I missed my footing and fell head first down the rest of the stairs.

"OH OHH AH OWWWWWWWW! OUCH GEEZE!"

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!? Never in all my years would I of thought that I would end you with a daughter such as you! You clumsy, undeserving ungrateful girl! After all I've done for you!"

After gaining balance from my previous state I looked into the eyes of the once most loving and kind person I`d ever met. The person I used to think actually cared about me but that all ended after Dad died. She had cried at days on end. Until she didn't have any tears left to cry. Instead she started to lock away any emotions threatening to show until she went hard. Emotionless. Heartless.

The shock of dad's death turned from shock to sadness knowing he was never coming back. Then to anger that he'd left us that anger was turned out on me. (Not in that way she didn't abuse me. Not constantly.)

I had a younger sister; Ami. Ami was too young to understand everything. All she new was that dad had gone far away n couldn't come back. But that wasn't enough she'd kept pestering mother.

Continuously asking when dad was going to come home. It wrenched my heart yet at the same time it frustrated me as she asked that same question and made that same clueless and innocent face. When was she going to get it? that was the only thing goin through my mind. I never thought about mums reaction,not untill it was too late.. She was constantly reminding mother of dads death and the fact that he was gone. Never coming back. Until she finally cracked. I guess she couldn't take it anymore. Next thing I knew mother had gone ballistic she strarted packing ami's cloths and put her up for adoption, just like that. There was nothing I could do about it. Nnothing i could do to keep my little sister,but at least i know shes safe and in a better position then i am.

Ever since she's been using me as a maid, a slave even. I do what I do to keep her sanity in place. If I didn't go with it who knows what she'll do. she would go far enough as to even put her own daughter up for adoption let alone the youngest just for asking questions. I am older and mature,she won`t hold back her rage. Not for me. this women standing before:she is a forgetting person yet never forgiving.

My life is a like bomb waiting to happen one wrong move and it too late.

No-bodby wants it.

And that unluky person that ends up with it,has to endure it and accept what will probibly happen to them in the end. I am alone and nothing is ever goin to change that. somtimes i think whats the point in living if this is what life has instore for me.

If only there was someone to talk to ,someone who understood me and someone I could trust.

I wouldn`t be alone.

hehe lol i realy hope u review n when i post ma story trust me it will be better than this lol thanx! yarni is out holah!