Memories, memories, memories,
The pain in my chest feels like it will never go away. Edward left and he took most of my heart with him. I hope he keeps it safe.
In this world you tried,
Not leaving me alone behind,
There's no other way,,
I'll pray to the gods let him stay,
The memories ease the pain inside,
Now I know why,
I was numb all over, it felt like I was going to be like that for the rest of my life. But it was better than feeling the pain.
All of my memories keep you near,
In silent moments,
Imagine you'd be here,
All of my memories keep you near,
Your silent whispers, silent tears,
I heard his voice and it took the numb haze away. I felt all the pain for the first time in a long time that night. I couldn't live without him.
Made me promise I'd try,
To find my way back in this life,
I hope there is a way,
To give me a sign you're okay,
Reminds me again it's worth it all,
So I can go home,
I tried to keep my promise. I really did, but it felt like it was impossible. Everything seemed impossible when Edward wasn't here, and he wouldn't be here again. Ever.
All of my memories keep you near,
In silent moments,
Imagine you'd be hear,
All of my memories keep you near,
Your silent whispers, silent tears,
I kept trying to hear his voice, to chase the numbness away, so I wouldn't be a zombie again. I couldn't take that, and I didn't want to seem like some boring, emotional person to Jacob. It wasn't fair to him and it wasn't fair to myself. I had to try to forget, but the memories of me and him together, of those few short months, they made it seem almost like he was here sometimes, even though I knew he wasn't here, and he would never be here again.
Together in all these memories,
I see your smile,
All the memories I hold dear,
Darling you know I'll love you,
Till the end of time,
We were together for so long, it seemed, even though it wasn't really that long, but looking at the memories of us, it feels like a lifetime. It feels like he's died and left me behind. Oh, how I wish he would come back.
All of my memories keep you near,
In silent moments,
Imagine you'd be hear,
All of my memories keep you near,
Your silent whispers, silent tears,
Why did he leave? I just don't understand.
All of my memories...
They keep him near...