Set after the anime but Zero is still a vampire and he never consumed his brother other than that it's the same hope you like it =)

Chapter 1

What Is

Yuki looked down from the balcony, her long brown hair dropped to her sides as the evening wind made the trees sway. It had been three years; she had found out that she was a vampire, and that Kaname was her brother. She had lived with him since then, in this mansion. Leaving Cross Academy behind her friends, her human life, and Zero. Out of all those things, she truly missed him the most. She had never known what became of him. Had he ever turned into a level E? Once she had asked her brother if he had heard any news, but he had brushed her off by saying, that wasn't really important. Though, to her, there seemed to be nothing that could have been more imperative. What was Kaname hiding? Did he have information that he was with holding from her? This was over a year ago now, but Yuki, still couldn't get Zero from her thoughts. 'I wonder what he is doing now? I just hope that he is doing well. I miss him.' She turned to go back in.

"What are you doing out here? We are missing you at the party." Kaname stood leaning on the door frame, holding his drink in his right hand.

"I was just thinking. I was coming back in." Yuki smiled and walked over to her brother.

"Hmm…thinking of him again, I see." The vampire boy caught her by the arm to look at her eyes.

She gasped. "I…yes, I was. I wish to know if he is okay, if he has turned into a level E. I'm sorry, Kaname. I just need to know." Yuki looked down from his gaze.

"If I find out and tell you, will you stop this obsessive thinking? It's been three years Yuki, yet you will not give into me. Why is that? Because of Zero or is it something else all together?" His inquiring was all too familiar, she had heard this before, but had never yearned to tell the truth, like now.

"I just don't know if I can, Kaname. You're my brother, and though vampires do that kind of thing. I just don't think I can stomach going through with it. I was raised human, and there are certain things that brothers and sisters didn't do. I'm really sorry, but I just-"

"Say no more, Yuki. All I want is for you to be happy, if knowing what happen to Zero makes you at ease, then I'll see if I can find something out. Though, you may not like what I find." Kaname let go of her thin arm as he walked away.

"Kaname….." Yuki looked down at the marble floor.

The boy with white hair wiped the blood from his lip. Sweat pored off his bare body, as he rolled off of the girl that lay bare beneath him. He mopped his brow with his hand, panting slightly, his breath going back to normal. The girl's blood ran though his veins, it yet again helped to soothe the level E that lurked inside him, but it was getting harder to control.

"Zero," The girl turned to him, her naked body guising in the moon light. The long black hair that she possessed covered her breast. She looked at the boy that was beside her in the bed. Once again, he would never look at her after they made love, after he would bite her deeply just when she released herself onto him and him inside her. In that moment her would sink his fangs into her neck just as she had told him to the first time he had come to her for help.

"What is it?" Zero snapped back at her sitting up, grabbing his shirt to pull it on.

"Is it getting harder to control? You came back sooner this time." She sat up and touched his back in concern. The hair that had covered her chest then fell on her back to expose her breasts.

"Put some clothes on." He stood up and threw her dress over her head and pulled on his black leather pants. "Yes, it is. I thought this was supposed to stop it." He sounded very annoyed with his statement. Like there where no emotions toward this girl he had just ravished.

"It will for a time. I told you, it wasn't a permanent fix, Zero. This just prolonged the change." She pulled the white dress on and grabbed a cloth from her night stand to wrap around her bleeding neck.

Zero grabbed her from behind and shoved her against the wall. "You said it would work, as long as I continued to come to you and do this." He put his hand in between her legs and pushed his fingers into her.

"I-I know…and…it will, but not…forever…Zero stop….please…" She tried to stop a knot, forming in her throat, though not having any success. A tear followed and he didn't stop.

"Why stop, you were begging for it just a minute ago? Now you want me to stop. Kinaki, you aren't falling in love are you?" Zero was cold in his words, his hand moving up and down as he spoke.

"No, I know better…I just…care for you more…than the…others…STOP!" Kinaki looked up and more tears rolled down her face. Why was he being so mean? He was never like this. Maybe the level E was starting to take a hold on him, or maybe he was mad at her for this thing that she had no control over.

Zero stopped and let her go. She went to her knees, still facing the wall. "I'm sorry, Kinaki. I don't know why I did that. Thank you." He dropped two gold pieces into her jar, as he walked out the door.

Yuki sat on her bed. 'I don't think Kaname will find Zero. I think he will just tell me that he's dead or has turned to level E. Is that wrong of me? He has lied to me so much and with the way it is now, I don't think he will ever let me leave him. I'm not even sure now if I want to be with him, or if I should really be out there. Searching for Zero, he needs me and I'm certain of that.' Yuki got up to look out her window. 'Zero…'

Kaname came into her room. "Yuki…I have found out what has happen to that boy."

"Really, Please Kaname, tell me, I need to know. Is he a level E?" Yuki ran to her brother grasping his arms and pleading with him.

"Yuki calm down please just sit for a minute." Kaname made her sit back on her bed and brushed some hair from her face. "There now, are you better?"

"Yes, please tell me." Yuki looked up at him her gaze almost begged.

"Zero has not become a level E, yet. He has gone to the lady Kinaki, for her charms. Though, this will not work for long and he is visiting her more often now. Once every six months didn't cut it the last time. Now, it seems he is going back after just five." Kaname looked at her with love and hoping that the truth would set her mind to rest.

There we go end of 1 now on to two.

That is if there is a two that my dear readers. Is all up to you

If I get at least 10 reviews on this chapter then I will continue this one. If not then I won't cause I'm already writing two other fics at the moment so if this one doesn't pull in any reviews then I wont bother with it just let me know and THANKS so Much for reading ^_^