12/29/02
Dear Jason,
Winter break is killer. I miss being with you, but hey, only like a week left! Break has been so boring without our late nights and happy conversations. You are so perfect. Not a day goes by where I don't think about you. You've brought me so much happiness. I can't wait to see you again. I gotta go now. See you in Mass on the first day back. I love you.
Love,
Peter
04/18/03
Dear Jason,
I feel really bad about the way we left things. This doesn't feel right. Sorry I was pushy. We don't have to tell anyone. You were right. I was crazy or high or whatever. I'm probably still crazy or high or whatever. Just, stay away from Ivy and alcohol, and really anything that will impair your judgment. And Jace, please, pick up the phone next time I call? I miss you. I still love you.
Love,
Peter
06/02/03
Dear Jason,
God damn it! Why did you do it Jason? I know you felt lost and I've been beating myself up because I know it's my fault. Maybe if I had said yes when you asked me to run away, we'd be happy. Maybe then I wouldn't be so alone and feel so utterly helpless. I haven't stopped crying since.. well you know. I love you so much, Jace. Now I know you love me too. How did a simple love like ours become so complicated? Well I better go. Make sure you always watch over me, okay? Love you.
Forever you and I,
Peter