"I know that's not true honey. And I cant believe it's gotten this far..." she sat next to me. She then moved a piece of my long, dark blue hair from my pale face.
"I think we cant let this continue going on forever, darling." I looked at her confused. What did she mean by that?
"What do you..." I started the sentence but I got it. I knew what was happening. But I still had hope that I was wrong.
"Are... are you..." I cried while trying to ask her, but I just couldn't. It was like my tongue was tied.
"Are you sending me 'there'?!" I finally asked and she stayed silent. She was shaking.
"ANSWER ME!" I yelled as I grabbed her shoulders. When she looked up for her eyes to meet mine, I loosened my grip.
"I am Helia! I am!" she finally spoke. But not the words I was hopping to hear. I stood up from my bed.
"This cant..." I whispered.
"I cant do it anymore! I cant live like this!" she cried too. Her voice was weak, it was breaking.
"THIS CANT BE HAPPENING!" I screamed as I looked at her. Her bony arms were covering her pale face. The bruises on her arms showed as her sleeves fell down. Her dark blue hair was resting from her head, all the way to her lap.
"When are they coming?!" I asked as she continued to cry.
"Now." she somehow said and continued to let tears out of her dark eyes. All off a sudden I saw lights from my window. The lights were so strong that they lightened my whole room. I looked down on the street and saw the car they would send when they pick up someone new. I froze. I couldn't believe my eyes. My mind was telling me to run, but my legs stayed glued to the ground. Seconds later they strongly opened the doors of my room and they held my arms behind my back. My mother looked at me with disappointment in her sad eyes. I knew It was too late to apologize, so I didn't.
I just gave up and they took me to their car. I was at the back seat. I saw my mother looking at me trough the window.
I thought that would be the last time seeing her. That was something I feared the most. In the middle of the road, I got a panic attack. My heart was beating like crazy. Like it was trying to escape my chest. Like my body was its prison. I tried running away, but I failed. I punched both men that were in the car, but nothing. They would just tie me up,again and again.
We arrived after about 2 hours, but it felt like a life time in hell, knowing where were they taking me. It was a long drive because the place needed to be far away from anyone else. Far away from society, far away from everything that would make it seem anything close to normal. They got me out of the car and one guy from the car was holding my left hand,while the other one was holding my right. They got me inside the creepy looking building. There was a receptionist at the entrance.
"Where do we take this one?" the guy on my left asked the receptionist. She had light brown hair tied in a bun, brown eyes that were giving shivers to my bones everytime they would look at me, and she was wearing a white clean coat.
"He's a stubborn one." the guy on my right added.
"I see that. Take him upstairs to the room 921, then get back here. We need to fill up some papers." the woman said with a serious tone and they nodded.
"I'll go and check up on you in a few minutes." she said as she looked at me. I couldn't believe what was happening. Did it really go this far? I mean, I knew It was bad, but... this? I was thinking as two muscly guys were taking me to the last floor. I lost count, but I was sure there was 3 floors. The place looked like a hospital. In a way it was, but... the floors were covered in white tiles, the walls were white and the furniture, ever though there was not a lot of it, was white too.
"Here we go. Room 921." The lefty said and opened the door with his free hand. They pushed me in the room and I feel on the floor. As I turned around to look at them, they were already out of my sight. and all I saw were closed doors. They locked me in and left me to rout.
"I'm entering." someone broke the silence. It was about 10 minutes since the two guys dropped me off. The doors opened and the woman I saw earlier came in.
"Please,don't attack me. We have guards all around and It would be bad for you If you tried anything." she said and I nodded. She sat on a chair that was infront of me.
"So some basic questions. You will be answering me with simple YES and NO. Alright?" she asked and I nodded again.
"Is your name Helia?"
"Yes." she wrote it down.
"Are you 18?"
"Yes." she wrote it down as well. She was writing down every single word I said.
"Did you attend the East Wood school till now?"
"Yes."
"Do you know where you are?"
"Yes." Who doesn't know about MPS The Mental illness Hospital, I though.
"Do you know why you're here?"
"Yes."
"Perfect." she said and stood up. She then walked away to the doors.
"You can go around the MPS freely now. But just know, The guards are everywhere, and every time you try to do something wrong, you will have to suffer the consequences. Now, try to make yourself at home." she said and as she closed the doors, I threw a vase at them. The vase broke and the doors were scratched. I wasn't planning on staying there for long...