A/N: This is my first story. I will do more romance stuff but right now, I have had this idea in mind. Reviews are important.

WARNING: Self-Harm, Blood and Graphic Injury

Chapter 1: The Pain of Memory

The events replayed through my head, so enveloping even so long after it. Over and over. They wouldn't stop! Her scream, her blood,...her leg...

I yelled in to my hand cupped over my mouth and made another slash through my thigh. It wasn't anywhere near deep, none of them were. But the sight of a small drop of blood and the feeling of a blade breaking the skin was good enough...my thoughts came back to reality. I've never cut any deeper than a major paper cut, but I don't heal them until after I've stop thinking about it.

My eyes glance back over to my right. Connie's still there, laying on the medical padding beside my bed. 'She looks like she's just sleeping' says my thoughts 'But she's not! Connie is in a coma! And you put her there!'

"I know! I know!" I yelled as loud as I could at my own mind. I feel like I'm going insane!

I cried while pulling my jeans over my legs, up to the ankle. The door swung open and the Gems rushed in with worried looks on their faces.

Instinctively, I pulled the blanket over the lower half of my body.

End of chapter 1.

What did Steven do? And what happened to Connie?

New chapter every two days.