Logan sighed, running his hands through his hair. Julian was late.

Like normal.

He usually could handle it, having his boyfriend late was part of being an actor, but not tonight. Logan frowned, glancing at the clock, 8.48.

Even for the diva, he was late.

Logan turned as a flash of lightening darted across the sky. An ice-cold feeling spread through his body as rain hit the window in torrents. Darting to the window he looked out onto the empty street, squinting as he tried to pick out Julian's lithe figure.

But there was nothing. Another streak of lightening pierced through the sky, accompanied with a large clap of thunder that rolled above them.

Logan whimpered as the rain got heavier. He hated the feeling that Julian was out there, getting cold and wet. He reached out and grabbed his mobile, dialling anxiously.

The dull dialling tone filled his ears, as he clutched the phone, begging for Julian to answer.

"This is the Verizon messaging service for..." Logan slammed the phone down, panic flooding his stomach.

There must have been something wrong, Logan started pacing, his mind racing over the possibilities.

He was nearly an hour late.

He wasn't answering his phone.

Dreadful pictures flooded his mind. Various pictures of Julian, blood covering his head, sobbing in agony, alone in the dark made him pause, tears springing to his green eyes.

He sat on the sofa, wrapping his arms around his chest, his bottom lip trembling as silence surrounded him.

He couldn't live without Julian.

He loved Julian.

He...

Logan fished out the small ring box from his pocket, staring at the thin white gold band with a large pear shaped diamond rested on it.

Tonight was supposed to be the night. He had planned it all, a romantic dinner, a walk by the river, a carriage ride through the park, a champagne picnic on the hill and then finally... finally a proposal. A proposal that would change his life for the better.

He loved Julian, so much. Every kiss, touch and smile from Julian set a firework party off in his body.

He couldn't bear being alone, not again.

Tears were freely falling down his face now, a sob breaking in his throat.

"Jules... Jules..." he whispered.

"Fuck it's cold out there".

...What?

Logan spun around, his eyes widening as he took in the dripping frame of Julian.

He was wearing a thick raincoat, his curls practically black from the excess of water. Julian peeled the coat, disgust showing on his face as he wiped his eyes.

"I haven't seen the rain so bad before" Julian shuddered, ruffling his wet curls. Logan hadn't moved, his eyes intent on Julian's pale face.

"I'm sorry I was so late love. Filming overran, and somebody's paving Fifth Avenue. Who paves Fifth Avenue on Christm-" Julian was cut off, as Logan ran across the room, pressing his hot lips against Julian's.

The actor pressed himself closer, both of them kissing intently, hands running over each other with no restraint. Logan tangled his hands in Julian's hair, moaning slightly as the actor slid his tongue inside Logan's mouth, gently licking his bottom lip.

Logan moved his lips across Julian's face, pausing at his ear.

"Next time, diva, answer your bloody phone".