AN: this is just something I got bored and wrote because I'm getting really bad writers block for my two stories

AN: this is just something I got bored and wrote because I'm getting really bad writers block for my two stories. Sorry for quoting at the end I don't own the characters, most of the song or the quote from Edward :D

P.S. sorry there's no fluff

Edward and Bella are in the meadow for the first time and Bella isn't afraid of him which bothers him deeply

'Why can't you see that I love you too much to care what you are Edward?' She pleaded with him.

'That's exactly why Bella.' He paused and smirked at her. 'you haven't really seen what I am and how hard it is for me.' He gleamed a threatening smile at her to shut her up.

Suddenly Bella could hear music and Edward picked up on the tune and sang to it. Standing in the middle of the meadow as he did so.

I can't escape your smell,
So many times I've tried,
But I still thirst inside,
Somebody get me through this nightmare,
I can't control myself

So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever change this vampire I have become
Help me believe,
It's just a part of me,
Somebody help me tame this vampire
(This vampire, this vampire.)

You can't escape me now(You can't escape me now),
So many times I've lied(so many times I've lied),
But there's still thirst inside.
Somebody get me through this nightmare,
I can't control myself

So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever change this vampire I have become
Help me believe,
It's just a part of me,
Somebody help me tame this vampire I have become
And we believe
It's just a part of me
Somebody help me tame this vampire!

Somebody help me through this nightmare,
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare,
I can't escape your smell
(This vampire! x7)

So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever change This vampire I have become
And we believe,
It's just a part of me,
Somebody help me tame this vampire I have become
And we believe,
It's just a part of me,
Somebody help me tame this vampire
This vampire I have become

'Sorry…' Edward said as he plopped himself back on the floor ten feet or so from Bella who is in shock at this point. 'That was quite an outburst wasn't it?' He smirked watching her carefully

She simply nodded trying to calm herself down and they sat in silence watching each other.

When she was calm enough to speak she said 'You sing beautifully you know.' Making him chuckle lightly.

'I'm the world's best\predator, aren't I? Everything about me invites you in – my voice, my face, even my smell. As if I need any of that!' Edward smiled at Bella; momentarily dazzling her as normal.