TRIGGER WARNING: This fanfic will include a lot of wrist cutting and overall depressing material. If you cut or are easily triggered, turn back now!
"Why do you cut?"
A simple question with no answer. I wish I knew.
"Are you okay?"
No, I'm not. "Yeah, I'm fine." is spoken with a cheerful smile. It's an act.
Of course, you would know all about acts, wouldn't you?
Brother, our love was an act, wasn't it?
Because you don't love me. I know it.
"You never smile anymore."
Ironic, isn't it? I was always the one smiling, now we've switched facades.
Slice
I watched as welts of blood formed on my wrist. I smile sadistically.
"What are you doing?!"
Curing the pain, brother. Isn't it beautiful?
"Have you completely lost your mind, Kaoru?!"
Now you call me by name. How I've missed that.
Slice
"Stop!"
I don't think so. I'll cure my pain, Hikaru.
"Think about what you're doing!"
Oh, I have. Believe me.
Hikaru.
The name that will ultimately will be my demise.
My current and constant pain.
He has grown distant
Slice
I have noticed
Slice
"Kaoru, I'm going out."
Slice
A constant statement
Slice
Release me from this pain
Slice
Undone by my own brother!
Slice
I'm slipping into insanity. I know that I am.
"Why are you doing this?!"
I thought the answer was obvious.
I love you. You love her, right?
I regret ever setting you two up.
"You can get help, Kaoru. Please don't do this!"
I smile sadly. "Sorry… I've always loved you, brother. Hikaru, remember me, okay?"
"We always promised we would do everything together!"
We did. That much was true. I'm sorry.
Goodbye, Hika-
A/N: I'm sorry it was so short. Did you guys like how I ended it? The idea came from "The Fault In Our Stars". If you haven't seen that movie or read the book, do it now! It is amazing and one of my favorite things ever!