Enjoy this here oneshot! I was beyond happy that Cake broke up, so I wanted to kind of create this inspired by that and inspired by the musiksnob's latest one shot she wrote ;-)
Enjoy!
Love I Never Saw Coming
Clare's POV
I looked down at my leather black journal, and opened it up for the first time in almost 2 days. There was "I love Jake Martin," "Jake+Clare=Forever," and even a silly stick figure drawing of us holding our so called baby. I also found our pre prom picture with Jake and his arms wrapped around my waist from the back, and my hands over his. Us both looking down at our entwined fingers smiling.
I laughed bitterly and shook my head looking at these over decorated pages. I turned some other pages revealing love notes we wrote each other.
"So I'm sitting in history right now, thinking about you. I just want to kiss you and hold you in my arms. You're so special to me Clare-Bear, I love you so much. –yours and only, Jake"
After reading this I frowned and just felt so gross reading that. What we had just seemed so special at the time, but by special I guess I mean fake special. I don't know, but what I do know is it's over now and we both have to try to move on.
I saw another journal entry that I had written.
"Things with Jake and I have been really heating up. I have never felt this way with anyone, except for one other gu…never mind that. I know we just got back together despite my so called bitch of a friend kissed him…but that doesn't matter. What Jake and I have is very special, and I won't let stupid stuff like "friends" get in the way of my relationship. Anyways, last night I was sitting with Jake watching a movie, and we were all cuddled up on the couch. I was practically asleep until I felt a hand slip up my shirt, touching the skin on my sides. It didn't bother me or make me feel uncomfortable as he caressed me."
I stopped reading the entry, feeling absolutely disgusted at the memory. I took the journal and threw it against the wall. "LIES!" I shouted.
I crawled into my bed, and cried into my pillow, but was briefly interrupted hearing my phone go off.
I sighed and picked it up seeing it was the last person who I ever thought would talk to me again.
I answered the call.
"Clare?"
"H-Hey…" I replied a little hesitantly.
"You ok?"
I stayed quiet.
"Clare, are you ok? Are you still there?"
"Y-yeah. Umm will you meet me at the Dot in an hour? We really need to talk, and I have some apologizing to do."
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About 2 weeks later…
I smiled as we settled on the couch watching American Horror Story on tv. I feel so lucky to have this person back in my life. Just when I thought I was heading straight down hill, I was so wrong.
I felt lips kiss my cheek repeating, causing me to giggle.
"Wow even after like six months I still got that affect on you." He kissed my cheek again, pulling me tighter to his side.
I turned towards him and wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him to hover over me. "And even after 6 months, Eli Goldsworthy shows no loss of smug."
Eli smirked and leaned in to kiss my lips.
I returned the kiss opening my mouth, and letting our tongues do the exploring.
I laced one hand in his hair, while the other one just tugged the collar of his black shirt, pulling his body closer to mine.
Eli moved his lips down my chin to my neck, kissing down to my pulse. I felt his one hand rest right under my breast, gently rubbing that spot, and slightly pushing my blouse up.
"Mmmm. You're going to leave a hickey you know?" I said through moans.
"I don't care." He whispered as he continued to leave love bites on my neck.
I sighed and decided to take things a little further in this. I slipped my hand up his shirt, feeling his abs contract at my touch. Wow for a skinny boy like Eli, he was very toned.
Eli sensed this action and decided to further things with me, he started to unbutton my blouse, revealing skin.
I gasped and sat straight up.
Eli sat up with me moving him completely off of me. "I'm so sorry Clare, I didn't mean to…"
I cut him off scooting closer to him, resting my hand on his knee. "No don't apologize." I smiled leaning in to plant a kiss on his lips. I rested my chin on his shoulder. "That felt good." I whispered.
Eli turned to face me and leaned his head against mine. "Oh really now?"
I nodded. "Are you ok?"
"I'm fine. Actually I loved it just as much." He smirked.
I looked down at my partially un buttoned blouse, and unbuttoned the rest of it, leaving me in my black silk lace bra.
"C-Clare, you don't."
I cut him off again taking his hand and placing it over my breast.
His eyes widened and looked down at where his hand was then back up at me.
I smiled small. "I trust you Eli. I feel so comfortable and safe when I'm with you. It's ok."
Eli gave me the biggest grin ever, and gave my breast a gentle squeeze. "You are so beautiful Clare, inside, and outside." He leaned in and pecked my lips. He then slid his hand down my stomach and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me to sit on his lap.
We both laughed.
"I'm really glad I have you back in my life." I smiled.
"Well, I am happy that we were able to fix us overall. I promise you, I will do my very best to not pull any more crazy stunts."
"You're doing a great job Eli, I'm very proud of you."
"Thanks Clare-Bear."
I love it so much better when Eli calls me that. "Now just one question."
"And that would be?"
"Eli, I want to spend the night with you."
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GOTCHA! :-D lol no this isn't a one shot! But it will probably be like 2 or 3 chapters! Hope you like this! Should Eli let Clare stay at Hotel Eli? Should there be Eclare sex, since it is rated M? Only you can answer that :-)
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