Author's Note : My Grammar isn't perfect, sorry bout that. First fanfic thing. No beta.

Universe : Bleach

Pairing : Grimmjow/Ichigo

Genre : Tragedy

Disclaimer : I do not own any characters from bleach, obviously.

Warnings : OCC, Character Death, Shounen-Ai.

I didn't understand exactly why.
I don't understand why when I'd look into his eyes, I feel as the whole world behind would be oblivious to me just for that one moment of me and him.

It was something about his eyes.
They were brown, ordinary.
But it wasn't the color.
No not at all.
They glittered luminously against the sun's light.

And I find myself staring at them all the time.
And maybe that's what they call love?

Ichigo.

Tell me what to do?
Cause in the end, there would be one who's standing.

Love.
Something I'd never say.

Because no matter how much I "love" him, we'd never be together anyway.
Because we're fuckin' both male. Because we're enemies.

Ichigo.

Tell me what to do?
Cause in the end, there's be one who's standing.

Maybe I'm dreaming. But for that moment, I felt the world collapse and there standing was me and him.
He has his fate in his hands.
And so do I.

And if I loved him, It would be a crime.
Love as a crime.

Ichigo.

Tell me what to do?
Cause in the end, there would be one who's standing.

War.

It's nothing but blood and death.
But we're fighting.
We're fighting for what we believe in.

But why are we fighting if we can just talk this all off?
Cuz' It's not that simple.
Life just had to be not so simple.

Ichigo.

Tell me what to do?
Cause in the end, there would be one who's standing.

Tell me what to do.
Tell me what to do.
Tell me what to do.

Because I love him.
Because I'd throw everything away for him.
Because I'm a traitor to my pride for him.
Because I'm going crazy for him.

But in the end, there would be one who's standing.

I won't dare to hurt him.
I won't dare to break him.
I won't dare to crush him.
I won't dare to kill him.

So who'd be the one standing in the end of this war?

Ichigo.

Tell me what to do?
Cause in the end, there would be one who's standing.

Tears threaten to fall.
Is this is what love is?

Betraying, heartbreaking and unimaginable?

"I love y.." I say.

Though I've never gotten enough time to finish my sentence.
Because I won't dare to kill him.

Oh Ichigo.

Tell me what to do?
Cause in the end, I'm the one to lie on the red floor.