Prolog
I sighed he was coming for me . I never thought that I wouldn't want him to come for me but lately he's been so different .I can't wait for him just to tell me it would be all right or that he loves me. Every time he comes to see me or anyone in his family or his friends jasper, Emmett ,and Rosalie his smile , every word that he said fake, all fake .When he comes to see me we just are mad each other for reason we won't tell each other . Were to scared of the others reaction but we love each other enough than we should be able to work this out ,... to just tell each other what's really wrong. Or I could do what I was thinking the other day when he called me.
I wanted to tell him I wouldn't be there when he came that I was going to run from this everything . Alice went to see him at college the other day like sisters should. Big ...big mistake she told me but she never told me why ? But she isn't telling me because she knows what will happen if she told me . Since things been ruff in all family's . Hale's Jasper getting Alice pregnant but they didn't want to have a baby it wasn't meant to happen . Last May was when this happened Alice was sad went to her boy friend Jasper well they just went in to it I guess you could say . Alice is five months pregnant .She's better than the first couple months were she was purging in the mornings crying at night because of the pain .
My brother Emmett and Rosalie jasper's sister are just stressed with everything . Sometimes I hear Emmett crying at night in his room . I end up taking him out to ice cream when it's worse . It's sad because Rosalie also knows something that she refuses to tell me .
Edward and I well I am not doing anything except worrying when the old Edward that was careless who helped me out when I moved here two years ago . That's when everything changed at this school according to Alice , she actually said this recently that Edward changed for the good of everything ,but something changed when she got pregnant like something ticked inside of him that's why he's been different but she all to well that what she just said was a lie and that I knew it was a lie and she was trying too hide the lie from .
This reminds of first day I came when I left my comfy house in Phoenix ,to go live in Forks , Washington with my real dad . Paul was a good step -dad I guess but just don't have a chance to learn much about because he plays for a base ball team.