I'm so in love with Fimogen so I was inspired to write a story about them.

I like Folly J as well so I thought of combining two love interest of Fifi.

I hope you'll like it. ^_^

Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi and it's characters.

FIONA's pov

Holidays are over and I'm back at Degrassi. It may not be my last semester but it will be for Imogen. I would still need to stay for one semester because I failed last sem. Just like what happened to Holly J, she will graduate and leave me here. If only I've met her sooner, things would have been different for us. I still want to be with her but I've decided to take things slow. I don't want to rush things with her. She's all I've got here. But still I'm afraid to text her. I can't figure out what to tell her. I left her before without saying goodbye, I know she's mad at me for that. She never returned any of my calls. If she only knew I did it because just one beg from her, I will surely not go to New York. And I can't do that to my mom. My mom needed me.

It's been my third class and still I haven't seen her. I'm hoping in my next class I'll be able to see her, sitting next to me. The bell brought me back to reality. Eli was looking at me as if I'm a lost puppy. He knows I'm day dreaming again.

"First day of class and it seems you already lost interest. No wonder why you're still here this sem." Eli said laughing

"Ouch." I replied acting as if I was hurt, but I was joking as well. Then there she is, standing in front of her locker looking for something inside. My heart jumped when I saw her. She is beautiful as ever. Prettier than the last time I saw her. My Imogen.

"Imogen!" Eli called her name. She glanced at us, waiving her hand but a little shy. Do I detect awkwardness in her actions? But why?

Eli and I went towards her. I heard Eli asking her about her vacation. From a shy-awkward-girl suddenly transformed to a jolly-nerdy-girl we know while telling her stories to Eli. She's practically avoiding me. My glances, my stares. What's happening to Imogen? I can't take it anymore. I have to go, if she doesn't want to talk to me, then fine. I'll stay away from her if that's what she wanted. I'll give her time to think things through. That's how much I love her.

"Um, I have to go and talk to Mirasol about joining the student council. Tah tah." I just said trying to hide the sadness in my voice.

I saw Eli's face got confused. Before he could say anything, I turned away as fast as I can to avoid questions.

Imogen

"Are you guys breaking up?" Eli said to me joking. I can't help myself to be guilty about Fiona's reaction. I guess she expected me to run into her like I've always do and kiss her. After she left without any word, I find it hard to forgive her. Fiona doesn't trust me. She never did.

I rolled my eyes. "We're just friends Eli." I said hiding the hurt in my voice.

"Yah right and I didn't just saw the loneliness in your eyes." Eli said tapping my shoulder. "I'll go ahead Imo." I just nod.

"Oh Fi." I whispered her name as if my longing for her would ease up a little. I missed her so much.

FIONA's pov

I'm definitely not in the mood today. After talking to Mirasol about this sem's candidacy for VP in student council, she practically consumed my remaining self control. Her wanting to be the president is a big joke. She think that she can rule the school with her puny little brain. That's absurd. If only I'm allowed to just skip the last class and head home. I can't wait to call Holly J about what happened today. Everything.

I entered the room and was thankful that I was still early for class. The last thing I want is to be in detention for snapping while being scolded for being late.

"Fi!" Eli called. At least he's here to cheer me up. I smiled at him and then I glanced on the girl right next to him. Imogen is talking to someone beside her. When I approached the table I can feel how hard she's trying not to look at me. Pretending I don't exist. I can't take it anymore.

" Are you trying to prove something? Because I don't get your point for not talking to me." I must have said it aloud because the whole room suddenly seemed quiet. All of their eyes are pinned on me. Eli's trying hard not to laugh, Imogen looked at me shocked then I feel my cheeks reddened.

I swear I could kiss our teacher when he walked into the room. He saved me from humiliating myself more. I can see Eli grinning and then I throw him a sharp look. That made him laugh more. I was about to kick him when our teacher said.

"You might want to share your joke with the class, Mr. Goldsworthy?" He said. Eli stopped laughing then looked around him. I swear I saw his face turned red. I faced him smiling. "Sorry." he said then whispered to me.

"Your fault." he joke. I just gave him a slight tap on his shoulder. Then I glance at Imogen, who looks uneasy. I don't know how but I managed to get through the class without listening to our teacher. All I can think about is her, only Imogen. When the bell rang, Imogen got up so quickly that I never had the chance to stop her from leaving.

"Whoa, someone is in a hurry." Eli said as we both watched her leave the room.

"More like avoiding me." I said with a sigh.

"What are you planning to do about it?" Eli asked me.

"I don't know." I just said. The truth is I know what to do. All I need is to talk to her. But something's bothering me, what am I scared of? That's what I'm trying to figure out.

IMOGEN's pov

I was so stupid just to take off like that without talking to Fiona. I know I can't avoid her forever but I am so afraid to look into her eyes. At school while she asked me why I was avoiding her, all I wanted to do is hug her tight and kiss her. Show her how much I've missed her. Cry like a child in her arms and tell her how much I was hurt. But I am a coward. So afraid of what others might think of me. Especially right now that people are starting to be friendly. All thanks to Fi of course for the frostival.

I suddenly feel tired. I lay down on my bed without changing my clothes. I want to sleep. Forget about Fi a bit. Even though I know that she would also be in my dreams. My eyes were already shut when my computer beeped. It's a message from Eli.

EliG: Imo are you home?

I wanted to chat with Eli and tell him everything but I don't know where to start.

EliG: Yello? Need to talk.

I know he's not gonna stop.

Imo: Not in the mood.

EliG: Are you ok?

No I am not. I'm hurting so bad. But I don't want to tell him that. He would just ask questions which I'm not in the mood to answer.

Imo: Never better, why ask?

EliG: Fi told me about the Frostival.

Which I am not surprised. I sigh then I started to type again.

Imo: Which part?

I hope not the ferris wheel.

EliG: kissing at the top of the wheel part.

Imo: Oh.

EliG: That's it?

Imo: What do you want me to say?

EliG: Explain this- You both kissed then after the holidays you stopped talking.

Imo: It's complicated Eli.

I really wish you would just drop the subject.

EliG: You're both my best friend and I want you both to be happy. I know you love each other. What's complicated about that?

Everything! I know my dad wouldn't allow it. After that night at the carnival I tried to tell him. But when I told him about a gay friend I have, he freaked out and told me to stay away from those kind of folks.

Imo: I can't be with her. My dad would not approve. It's better if we just pretend it never happened.

EliG: Then tell her that.

Imo: I can't.

EliG: You owe her an explanation. She's very hurt Imo.

Imo: So am I.

EliG: Talk to her and tell her what you've told me.

Imo: I need time.

I cant talk to Eli anymore. I logged off as soon I sent my last message. I know he will yell at me tomorrow for that but that's the least of my worries right now. Besides the tears made it hard to see the screen. My hands are trembling. I went to my bed and cry in my pillow. Scared that my dad might hear me. If only.

End of chapter 1. It's my first time to write so comments and suggestions would be greatly appreciated. ^_^

Thank you very much for reading..