Hello people! WOW! It's been a while since Ive accessed this account.. A good 5 years maybe! I'm older and still in love with Sailor Moon! I've finally recently watched the final season of Sailor Moon, Sailor StarS and I was thrilled. I became in love with Seiya and Serena's (usagi) relationship that it frustrated me that they couldnt be together, so I decided to make my own version of the two. This is just the beginning. I statred at like 12am and so im tired. I promise to continue this. Yell at me if I dont! It will get more in depth, trust me. I hope you enjoy and like where Im going with this!

-Silver-Star677

It's been about six months since Serena last saw the Starlights and their Princess. Peace has been brought back to the earth since the final battle with Galaxia. Serena's back in school, trying to keep her grades up as usual, yet, she still struggles with it all. Study groups with her friends can only do so much but its not her usual need to eat her snacks and just procrastinate about her work that's be making her barely pass. Many memories run through her head, all about the time she was separated from Darien, Seiya and the Starlights… especially Seiya. Darien has been a little distant lately. Serena's put her head on her desk and clenches her fist.

'It's not right. Darien has been avoiding me lately… Canceling dates and even cutting our visits short. I thought it was because he's trying to finish school back here, but I think something else is wrong.' Closing her eyes, she re thinks about the way Darien has barely kissed her in the last few months, and the hugs are becoming less and less. 'He's never been that way before, and its hurting me. I can't tell anyone because I know they'll investigate… Especially Rei." A light chuckle escaped from her. 'Definitely Rei.' Her mind closed up images of the hurtful Darien and tried to bring back memories of the past, but each time she does, Seiya appears in place of Darien.'STOP! I can't be thinking about Seiya! I have Darien… I'm supposed to be with him…' Her fist clings tighter, hurting her palm. Serena let out a frustrated sigh and glanced out the window to the clear blue sky. So clear and bright outside. Serena yawned too, its been a while since she has had a good night's sleep lately. She's been spending most of her time gazing at the stars at night. Wondering about where he is now.

'Seiya… are happy? Is your home planet becoming what it once was? Are you still singing?' Serena glanced away and looked at the ground, hands fisting once more. 'Do you miss me?'

Walking home from school, normally Serena would go straight to Darien's apartment, but she's realizing to keep away. She felt tired of chasing him around. The sun was beginning to set, and her heart kept twisting and crying out from the loneliness that's eating away at it. Cars pass by, throwing a light breeze in her direction. She barely even looked into the shops she passed by or to the people who greeted her on her block. Making it to the front of her house, she heard someone call to her.

"Serena!" a female's voice. "Serena? God, girl can't you hear me?" Serena looked over her shoulder to see a brunette running to her.

"Lita!" Serena put on a cheery smile and waved an obnoxious wave, attempting to act like she used to. Holding hand on her knees, Lita inhaled gasps of air, trying to catch her breath.

"Wow, I've been calling you the past few blocks. What are in la-la land about Dairen again? Haha." Lita let out a laugh. Serena heart sank at his name.

"Yeah… Sorry. So, what's up?" She asked trying to change the subject. Lita starred at Serena for a few seconds, slightly surprised.

"Um, well, we're all going to the café tonight to try out the new dessert menu they have. I know you want to go, and of course you can bring Dar—"

"I don't want to go tonight. Sorry" Serena quickly turned from Lita, almost near tears. "I'm sorry, but I haven't been feeling good for a few days, and all these sweets won't help." She said. 'Nothing is going to help me.'

"Um… Serena?" Lita called out to her, but Serena kept walking to her door and went inside without looking back at her friend. Taking off her shoes, she walked straight to her room, not even greeting her family. She just threw her book bag on the floor and sat on her bed. Lately she has kept her room clean and spotless. Trying to keep herself busy, but only if she could do that with her school work.

'But of course it can't be that easy for me. It never is. Peace is back in the world, and that should keep me happy. But while everyone else smiles and goes about, I'm stuck hurting. Darien… Darien… What did I do to make you turn away from me?'

"I'm tired of this!" she mustered up some hidden courage and grabbed her phone and dialed Darien's number. The phone rang a few times, she was expecting him not to pick up anyways.

"Hello, Darien speaking." His sweet voice was a little harsh. But it's been that way for a while. Serena was shocked that he even picked up.

"Umm… Hi Darien. It's me, Serena. How are you?" Again, she was trying to put her cheery voice on. A pause on the phone.

"Hi. I'm fine just working on another essay for psychology." His voice sounded more agitated.

"I'm sorry if I'm bothering you, I just wanted to say hi and that I miss you… We haven't had a chance to hang out and I was---"

"It's my mid-term season, Serena. I don't' have time now."

"Oh." She knew it of course, but had to try again. He hasn't had time for her for a while now, why should it change. 'Seiya would have time for me…'

"Alrighty then! Just give me a call when you do! Good luck! Love ya!" and didn't even wait for a reply. The special three words are scare from Dairen now. Not hearing them would just crush her. Instead she'd hang out before his reply just in case. She threw the phone against the wall.

"Why are you doing this to me, Darien?" She whispered to herself. "You've never been so cold to me in a long time. You were even nicer when all you did was call me Meatball head and scold me on my grades." Looking up at her ceiling tears began to cloud her vision. "I don't care if I'm supposed to be with him according to our past. If he's going to stay like this.. I…I… Don't want anything to do with him." She laid down on her bed and held herself close. "I'm tired of being hurt by people." She was so close to a break down she had be bottling up inside. Turning to the other side, the stars are beginning to shine and take place of sun. One star always came out last she noticed, which was why she's lost so much sleep. It shined much brighter than the rest and deep in her heart she felt the warmth of Seiya in that star. Even though it's impossible to realistically believe that. But what else does she have left? Nothing but her imagination now. The one man she had always loved is rejecting her, and the other man… well, he just isn't even from this solar system. She grabbed her sheets and squeezed hard and closed her eyes as the tears spilled out.

'Seiya… Seiya… I wish I had you to talk to. We never got to really just talk. I miss you. I'd do anything to talk to you one more time. Even for just a minute.' Serena cried out and let all the pain building up inside her came out.