Disclaimer: I don't own anything. It's just fun!
Warnings: takes place after episode 7 or 8... silly, shonen ai, a lot of goo (why I can't write a good old lemon? ;.;)
Legend: /.../ denote lyrics


Gravity...
songfic by Amaririsu
music by Placebo (Special K)

/Coming up beyond belief
On this coronary thief/

The memories, once blurred, now so clear... I run, just to fall in a darkened park.
Papers ripped off, dreams torn apart. And my heart doesn't feel a thing.

/More than just a leitmotif
More chaotic, no relief/

I can't feel. I stopped feeling since it turned too much. But suddenly my heart aches, in a hot-cold-spinning grip. I hold my breath just to realize. I realize that I'm dreaming.

Am I?

/I'll describe the way I feel
Weeping wounds that never heal
Can the saviour be for real
Or are you just my seventh seal?/

The body by my side moves. And I want to move together. He is small. He is gentle. He seems like an angel sleeping but a pathetic idiot speaking. An adorable idiot.
I feel the urgency to touch. To squeeze. To feel. Feel he's mine. Feel he's real. To say it's there. It's here. For me. Is it?

/No hesitation, no delay
You come on just like special K
Just like I swallowed half my stash
I never ever want to crash/

But I hold my breath, I hold my hand. The touch of reality, the power to break a dream.
I'll rip one more page off. He'll rip out one more time.

And I'll scream one more time.

/No hesitation, no delay
You come on just like special K/

But his face, his breath, so close, so sweet, so close, so mine...
I touch him and he moves, and I move together. I take his hands, I smell his neck. And I kiss his skin, and feel his heat, his awaking moan, his sweet surprise. I bite his shoulder, I prove his taste and the urgency cries in my mind. I loose
the fear. I feel his skin, I feel his heat. I feel he's close, so close, he's mine, so mine...

/Now you're back with dope demand
I'm on sinking sand
Gravity/

A new day.

/No escaping gravity
Gravity/

It's bringing me a new ache.

/No escaping... not for free
I fall down... hit the ground/

You're out.

/Make a heavy sound
Every time you seem to come around/

Will you come back to me?

/I'll describe the way I feel
You're my new Achilles heel/

And you come back with the afternoon. And you tell me stories of a day I didn't feel passing.
But are you here? Will you hang this sin? My sin. My pain. Everything repeating. Everything spinning. All over again.
My sin. Your pain.

/Can this saviour be for real
Or are you just my seventh seal?/

But you sleep without worry. You sleep like nothing is in a hurry. But I pretend sleep, I pretend not to feel. Though I can hear - your soft breath, your awaking moan - you're so close, you're really here.
And I began to fall. Just free fall...

/No hesitation, no delay
You come on just like special K
Just like I swallowed half my stash
I never ever want to crash/

And I forget everything to drown into your world. I forget a smiling face, an insistent touch. I pretend I have no past, I forget I have future.

A sunny park fades away...

/No hesitation, no delay
You come on just like special K/

I take you, I make you mine. Ever close, ever mine.
I drink you as a poison. I'm in a hurry to die. I feel no pain, I make you mine.
And I drown in you, deeper and deeper. And my mind, just a blank page, you write. A song you always sing, I always listen.
I wait for it, the mark in my mind, my head aches. I love you.

/Now you're back with dope demand
I'm on sinking sand
Gravity/

One more day.

/No escaping gravity
Gravity/

You're out.

/No escaping... not for free
I fall down... hit the ground/

Will you come back to me?

/Make a heavy sound
Every time you seem to come around/

And you come back with the afternoon. And you tell me stories of a day I didn't feel passing.
But you are here. You hang this sin. My sin. My pain. Everything repeating. Everything spinning. All over again.
My sin. Your pain.

/No escaping gravity/

But I'm with you. You tell me that's enough.

/No escaping gravity/

I forget this sunny park. I embrace that darkened park. The night you came. The night I fell.

/No escaping gravity/

And I know one more day will come. One more night will bring you back.

/No escaping gravity/

Ever so close. So mine.

/Gravity/

- End -

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Note: When I wrote this fic I was into 'songwriter mode' so excuse me if some of it seems to be part of a song. I use to write lyrics for my sister (who is trying to play something... like me and my harmonica - that almost killed me by asphyxia O.o ....yes, the harmonica, not my sister...)