Why you?
Among all people, why you
That were all I had left?
When I saw you fall
My heart stopped beating.
Why didn't you reappear?
Why didn't you come back to me
With that smile of yours
That Azkaban never got to
Delete from your lips?
Dead. Forever.
I don't want to believe it.
That's not fair!
Destiny was unfair to us
It destroyed our life
Little by little
But we have never given in
Have we, Sirius?
We picked up the pieces
One by one
And together
We found the strenght
To put those pieces together.
Why is the fate smashing our life
To smithereens again?
Just two years
Since you started living again.
Just two years
Since you asked me to come
And live with you
And I felt the world was starting
To be kind to me again.
Why you?
Among them all, why you
Sirius
That I loved more than
Anyone else in the world?
It's not fair!
And tears are useless
To bring you back
To feel you closer
Because you have never
Been so far before
And nothing in the world
Will ever bring you back to me.
What would I give to see your smile again
To talk to you again
Just once
Just a breath
Just a moment to tell you
That I love you
And I'll miss you.
Not even a grave to shed tears on
To lay a flower on
To leave a picture
We have never taken.
And more than anything else,
The unbearable thought
That it's all my fault.
Wait for me Sirius,
Wait for me because we'll meet again
Someday
And you'll welcome me
With the smile that I loved
And you'll hold me close forever.
I love you Sirius.
I miss you.
Only Heaven knows how much.