So I finally return after such a long fanfic hiatus, and it's with a whole new fic? I know, I know, I'm terrible.

And a Sebastian fic too? Not Klaine? LE GASP! But seriously, after watching 'On My Way', I just got all these Sebastian ideas, and so this fic was born.

So please enjoy chapter one!

Frantic hands tugged at clothing, pulling off ties, pushing off blazers.

Dirty. Worthless. Freak. Faggot.

Skilled fingers unbuttoned shirts, undid belts, unzipped pants.

Embarrassment. Abomination.

Two bodies fell onto the bed, frenzied and impatient.

Dirty. Worthless. Freak. Faggot. Embarrassment. Abomination.

His mothers words rang through his head as if she were right there. Sebastian sighed, watching as - Jack? Jake? He wasn't sure - hurriedly redressed.

"What's the rush?"

Jack/Jake rolled his eyes as he knotted his tie. "I'm supposed to be meeting my boyfriend Lewis in twenty minutes, and if I'm late, I'll never hear the end of it."

"Lewis?"

"Lewis Martin."

Sebastian frowned. "You're dating Lewis?"

"Yeah? What, did you think I was gonna ask you out after this or something?"

"No. What I meant was... we just... what about Lewis?"

"What about him? His cute and all, and he pretty much worships me, but he is such a prude. I mean, you know him."

Sebastian did know him. He was a sophmore, quiet kid, shy but sweet, always eager to help, always willing to go that extra mile for anyone who needed it. He was in the Warblers, and always made a point of complementing Sebastian on his talent at the end of rehearsal. At first, he's thought it was just the kids way of trying to get a shoe in for some solos, but when the senior suggested he audition for one, Lewis simply shook his head and muttered that he was nowhere near good enough. There was something very endearing about the boy, and Sebastian couldn't help but like him.

And he's just had sex with his boyfriend.

"Come on. Since when do you care whether or not the guy you're screwing is single?" The boy picked up his blazer and slung it over his shoulder. "Later."

And with that, he left.

Was that really all he had become? The cheap whore who was always good for a quick one with whomsoever came along? So reputed that even a guy he didn't know knew of his promiscuity?

Guilt washed over him. It was a new feeling, and he really didn't like it. Since the incident with Dave Karofsky, since he had decided to turn a new leaf and treat people right, he was beginning to feel... weak, and emotionally drained all the time. Without the shield of lofty superiority he had been hiding behind for so long... it was like he was thirteen all over again.

His mothers words continued to ring between his ears. Lewis' face flashed in his mind and he added cheap whore to the list as he fell back against his pillows and wondered what the hell he was doing with his life.

Ah, poor Sebby (lol I never thought I'd say that)

Hope you guys enjoyed it? REVIEW! I've never written any Glee fic but Klaine before, so I'd love to know what you think! ^^

Until the next chapter! xxx