Disclaimer: I do actually own this, I was thinking about signing it at the bottom, or just not telling anyone I wrote it and put it up under my name saying it came from "some poet" but I didn't, it's mine… it will make sense once I'm done.

The first morning without a sun

I woke up the first morning when there wasn't a sun

I was a bit unstable, as this day had begun

It was hard the first morning how my eyes did run

I didn't react because no one else missed the light

The overcoming darkness coming in to plain sight

The fleeting hope of a poem once to recite

Hope as elusive as doing what's right

Everyone didn't notice the hole in the sky

The gaping abyss that even if I try

They simply all shrugged by and by

They saw hope where my darkness lie

I throw my fist in the air, as if to defy

Perhaps this is a joke, of great orchestration

How else could I explain my vast exasperation?

I'm feeling over taken by the darkening sensation

I must preserve my memories, form this contamination

Maybe I'm dreaming, this is all my creation

Or is it possible my life before was my imagination?

I wonder again was there ever a sun?

A slight sky ray, that provided our fun?

Maybe all this time I've been living in darkness.

Where the power I had was what I couldn't harness.

Maybe darkness is a new kind of light.

One more understanding that would hear my plight.

Okay so this was written by me, as I said before. I put it here because it explained how Embry felt, I'm not going to Explicate most of it but I'll give you the title and the main purpose, the rest of it I'd love to hear what you think.

The first day without a sun is the first day after the break up, everyone else is moving through their lives like nothing else has gone wrong but it's as obvious and missing the sun. I could go in to much more depth but I'll give away the rest of the explication and I'd like to hear your opinions, comments… next chapter is up… now!