A little one shot in response to Hollywood Here We Come's I'll be ready Challenge
Tell be what you think
Stuck
I close my eyes. The world around me begins to fade until it's just me and the ground I'm standing on. For the first time in ages things are working out alright.
I take a deep breath. All the smells of the shaded wood merge into one peaceful smell. For the first time in ages I feel happy
Here. Alone. Where CDC becomes Chad. The Chad I'd forgotten until Sonny showed up in my life. The Chad that was left behind in the prop house just after last years tween choice awards. The Chad that now only shows himself here. The. True. Me.
I left Hollywood shortly after I ordered the recount. Many thought it was because of Sonny, but truthfully, it was because of me. They say Hollywood changes you. They, are right. Sonny reminded me of that.
I open my eyes and look over the lake. The moonlight dances on the waters surface. Home.
Many wondered when I'd be back, some still do. Some are waiting. Some have forgotten. But I only care about one. She is remembering.
I had thought about going back. But I knew I wasn't ready. I was still lost. Still stuck, Still CDC. Still someone I'm not. I'm just not ready.
Once I've found myself, that's when I'll be ready.
I knows its short but is more effective that way.
Ali out :)