This story will eventually have characters from Law & Order: SVU, House, Degrassi, NCIS and Grey's Anatomy.

My names Shae, Shae Miller. And today is the day cancer took my last breath away.

I've been through hell and back many times and I know I probably didn't deserve this many chances, but I wanted to thank everyone I care about. So here goes nothing.

To my adopted parents Elliot and Olivia I love you more than anything. I could never thank you enough for all that you've done for me, you took me under your wing. You adopted me gave me a life I never dreamed of having. And I know I came with so much baggage. I put you through a lot. I stressed you out I had you worried. And you didn't deserve to have to be out through all that. But I love you, and I wouldn't have made it this long without you. Thank you for protecting me through everything. Making me believe I still had things to believe in. I love you.

And Carter, if I could tell you in words how much you mean to me I don't know if you'd be able to read it all. I love you, I do so much. We've been through so much even before the cancer. And I wanted to thank you for sticking with me through it all, being my rock. I owe you everything. I love you, never ever forget how much I love you.

And to all my friends, you guys are the best and will forever be the best, you were all there for me when I needed you the most and you all went through a lot of shit with me. You gave me hope, and faith and strength to keep going. And for all that I owe you big time. I do. And I want you to know that I love you all. And I wouldn't want to be friends with anybody else. I love you all.

I owe you every single one of you the world.

But today's my last day I can tell I feel it, it's been a long fight.

So let me tell you my story from the beginning, It was probably the best and one of the worst days of my life...