SUMMARY: Bella has been dating Edward for the first 2 years of high school. Everyone thinks they are perfect for each other, but Bella has a secret she has always been secretly in love with jasper hale the schools basketball star and Edwards best friend. What happens when Bella decides she won't keep her mouth shut anymore and tell her true feelings. Based on the song mouth shut by The Veronicas.
CHAPTER
1
-you thought you loved me but you won't
"I
love you" my boyfriend Edward said as we stood on my porch after
our dinner date.
"I love you too" I said as he gave me a
kiss, waved and headed back to his Volvo.
Every time I said those words I just felt more and more guilty, it's not that I didn't mean them, I did love Edward but, it's that I loved him more as a friend and not as a boyfriend. We have been dating for 2 years and I thought that if we were together longer that I would learn to love him the way he loves me but that hasn't happened.
The fact that I feel that I will never love him the way he believes I do makes me feel guilty because he is so good to me and perfect in so many ways yet I don't love him like I should and for that reason I know I don't deserve him.
At first I thought my reason for not being irrationally and unconditionally in love with Edward is that I didn't know what love was, but I knew that assumption was wrong before this mess of a relationship started. I knew what love was the first time I looked into the most beautiful pair of blue eyes I have ever seen.
And for those of you that don't know. I am Isabella Marie Swan. Bella for short. My boyfriend is Edward Cullen, And I am unconditionally in love with a certain blue eyed Jasper Hale, my boyfriends best friend.
"You thought you knew me but you don't, you thought you loved me but you won't, when you find out who I am."-mouth shut
A/N: okay so the chapters in this story will be kinda short but I will update faster than I do with my othe story Your next.
1st to review gets the next chapter dedicated to them