HELLO PEEPS, I DONT KNOW IF YOU PEOPLE WILL LIKE THIS, BUT I HAD STUFF ON MY MIND AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED
"why am I here?" Matthieu said tears streaming down his face. the blade is clutched in his hand, slicing through the skin of his palms, blood dropping on the white tiles of the bathroom. "Did I do something bad, is that why im here?" he asked staring in the mirror, his inner demons haunting him. useless, unwanted, stupid, ugly, invisible, fake... the words of the past, burning a pain through his chest. "I guess its true" he said to himself," if that's what everyone thinks... ~I might as well not be here~ the unspoken words rung true in Matthieu's head.
it was now in the middle of december, lake Ontario was a frozen winter wonderland. the only place that is not is posted OFF LIMITS. the cold air chilled him to the bone. wind wiped at his already distraught looking hair. "now or never" Matthieu stated, takeing his fist step towards death.
the ice crunched under each heavy boot fall, the weak part was only a few steps ahead.
Dear pertaining party,
it is my wish, that everything i have goes to the orphanage that raise me for ten years. i am now twenty years old and will be departing shortly.I am an unssicary part of society, and apologize to my employer, for not giving him time to find a replacement at the floral shop.
Dear ,
thank you for being there. you are one of the few people ive ever cared about, i wish you well. please take care of kumajiro.
love, Matthieu
Matthieu's foot finally slipped through the ice. ~this is it~the icy water rose over his calf. slipping slightly, Matthieu let himself fall forward.
YES, IM GOING TO BE AN ASS AND LEAVE IT THERE, BUT DONT WORRY IM UPDATEING AGAIN IN LIKE 10 MINS
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CUPCAKE!