Disclaimer: I think if I was told I owned Hana-Kimi, I'd have a heart attack and die before I could ever enjoy it. But I don't…Hisaya Nakajo does.
Been a while since I did anything Hana-Kimi, right? Well here's some poetry I wrote for my beloved Umeda. It's based on the AkihaxUmedaxRyouichi triangle that kinda exists and kinda doesn't in the story.
Umeda's POV on trying to move on from his high school fling with Ryouichi:
My Sinful Drug
I hate the suffocating doom
That comes when you enter a room
Hate the way my heart begins to pound.
I know that I should have moved on,
These feelings should all be long gone
But I look into your eyes, and I drown.
Fleeting feelings,
Mundane moments,
Shattered by your smile
I'm choking on you,
And I'm happy all the time
Confusion, crying,
Lust, desiring,
Suddenly it's clear
You're my drug, my sinful love,
To live,
To breath,
I need
You
Near
Ryouichi's POV…Umeda's moved on but still looks back a Ryouichi…and Ryouichi wishes he'd either come back or let go.
Release
Let go.
Your eyes are damp; tell me what's wrong, love.
Whisper it low in my ear.
Let go.
Your heart is beating very fast, your warm hands lock around me
And you shudder as I draw you near.
Let go.
I want to escape, I need to get away
But this is all I know.
Let go.
If you've moved on, then this is wrong.
So say my name……
Or else….just……
Let go.
Akiha's POV. Things are getting cozy between him and Sexy Doctor Hokuto. But what is it he sees every time Ryouichi talks to his sempai? Why does Umeda get that look? Why does it sting?
Suffering
It aches to see the glances they pass
When they think I look away.
It stings to hear their voices hushed
When he visits for the day.
It burns because I know it's true,
He loves me, but he loves him too.
I smile,
But it's killing me inside.
Umeda's POV. A happy one about waking up to Akiha! YAY!
Mornings Divine
Golden rays pour though the window
Basking the room in a hallow glow
My eyes flutter open and I yawn,
Peaceful and content in the early dawn
Majestic orange now shines though the drapes
Casting long shadows in curvaceous shapes
The color matures to mid-morning yellow
Azure skies above, dew-dropped grass down below
And here I lay, warm and safe in my bed
I reach out slowly and stroke your head
Your wheat-colored locks frame your face, long and free
You open your eyes and smile at me
I gaze back into your deep chestnut eyes
And return your smile because you are mine
Under the covers, our fingers interlace
What pleasure it is to rise to your beautiful face!
I may add more…if I write more. I write about these three constantly but don't post much of it because it's so heavily fan-based (I mean, Ryoichi's a vampire in most of them!). If you guys want me to post that kinda stuff, I'd be more than happy to. I just fear it'd be too different. But I hope you enjoyed this and please review!