Here's just a songfic that I wanted to do. I might even do a response songfic. Meh i don't know. Enjoy! Sorry for any mistakes, I did it rather quickly on impulse. ;)

Disclaimer- MI nor Your Guardian Angel belongs to me. All regards go to Cass Clare and Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.

CPOV

Snow drifted down from the clouded dark sky above. Flakes of it were getting caught in Clary's hair as she walked down the icy path in Central Park. She couldn't stand being around the Institute when he was there. She just couldn't handle seeing the torn grief on his face when he looked at her. The cold wind blew against her face but she didn't feel it- she was too buried inside herself to care.

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

Clary knew she could, she would, get through this; she always did. Their promises to each other meant nothing now. Forever meant nothing.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

But times had changed after they had returned from Idris. He had gone off on his, seeking solitude not company. She had thought he'd be there for her through it all. She had thought she could rely on him being there her forever; She would have been. Clary would have sacrificed herself for him but obviously he didn't need her love or friendship anymore.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

Isabelle had been the only one to really understand when he left. She was more attached to him than the other, and like Clary, refused to let go of him. Yet only where Clary cared for him as family, Izzy loved him, more than Clary ever could. Jealously never befell her though, because she knew, well she had thought she'd known, that he'd be her friend no matter what- he'd promised her that. Again she had been let down

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

He didn't stay; not even her pleas stopped him taking that plane out of New York, bound for someplace on the East Coast. He threw away everything that had belonged to them: childhood memories, a shoulder to cry on, and their friendship.

Cause you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Sadness overwhelmed Clary and a tear fell to the frosted ground below. A calloused reached over and brushed back her hair that was hiding her face.

Jace.

Clary could always count on Jace being there for her; always count on his love for her. Time wouldn't begrudge her of that. Yet in her heart, she knew that that love couldn't fill everything. Only the love of a lifelong friend could fill that.

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

She sighed. If only he knew how much she longed for his company sometimes; how she wished for him to come back and remind her of a normal life she once had. How she wanted those promises to be legit like they once were.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven...

Poor Simon.

He would probably never know now.

A/N- Did you think it was Jace I was talking about?! Ha. Anyways there was my first Simon ff! woo! Please review!!