Today is that day again

Today is that day again

Time is really going by fast, isn't it?

I still remember the times when we used to be together all the time…

Laughing and having fun….did you love me these days?

Well, at least I loved you, until that day

The 4th of July

I want my independence after all, England

You used to be….so big

I love you, big brother England.

Oh god I hate you old hag.

I looked at the gun in my hands and smiled, wondering if I should really do this, but then again I couldn't take this anymore. I could still hear the fireworks, they had been so loud that I wondered if you actually wanted to tease me or something. The only thing I ever wanted is love. You gave it to me , you took it from me. What would you feel when I'm dead; will you feel regret or sorrow or….joy? You hate me don't you? Though I would hate me too if I was you. It sure is a strange thought; the great British Empire, committing suicide. The little piece of paper, my will, still lay on the table next to me. I pointed the gun at my head and looked for a last time outside in the rain, I hate the rain, it always makes me feel depressed and….lonely.

And I pulled the trigger.