So here's my fanfiction, so it's 'a' and in my 'a, b, c' alphabet story of kames... I'll try and upload everyday… this is kind of a sad short oneshot to start with my oneshot :(
"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness." –Friedrich Nietzsche
A is for Always: at all times
I remembered when you, Kendall, showed how much you loved me, and always will remember it…
"Come on," His voice purred against my ear. I pushed back, but shivers ran down my spine as I felt his hot breath surround my neck.
"N-no," My voice quake, finally having the strength to push him off, "No, Mark, it's just I'm not ready, okay?" I stood up from the couch.
"When are you ready, huh?" Mark growled, (Someone I made up) I, myself, knowing his anger was rising.
"Babe, come on," He came toward, I knew he wanted it; I didn't, not with him…
"I said no," Having more courage I step back, not wanting him to hit me, but he swiftly grabbed my wrist not letting me go. I was stuck, I couldn't even yell for help, my trout was dry as the thought came from the back of my mind if I did Mark would have punch me across the face, like he did a couple days ago…
"Let me go," The voice of pure heaven filled to the vacant filled room. Mark growled to see my knight a shiny armor, you, Kendall Knight. Mark quickly let go of me and rushed to the door. I frisson as I heard the door slammed harshly, yet a pair of arms wrapped around me.
"Are you okay?" Those were the simple words you spoke, that gave me warmth every time you asked.
"Yeah," I rested my head on your shoulder.
"Why do you even date him?" You growled as you hugged me even tighter.
"H-he's the one," I lied
"Jamie," You say my nickname that I only let you say to me, which always make my knees weak. I wanted to tell at that exact point that you were the one, not Mark, but what if you hated me, told me to leave and I couldn't take that type of rejection. That those three words 'I love you' was practically dying to get out.
"I know," I slipped away from you, like every other time you saved me, it was at this point I will just leave you like always.
"But… you stay with him and you know how much I hate him laying even a finger on you," This time it was different you say something I never knew, you just don't let me walk off. Maybe you like me, maybe you even love me like how I feel about you, Kendall.
"Kendall, I just," I paused having nothing to say, not knowing what to say, "I don't know what to say, I just know that I can't do much better." I sighed it was true, I was horrible at relationships, and it didn't help when I was falling for you, Kendall Knight. Mark was actually better than other people I dated.
"Yes, you can," Your voice become shaky, this was something I've never seen happened, you, Kendall Knight, had no courage in your voice.
"No, I can't," I shake my head in disbelief. "I'm always so bad with relationships. I'm a selfish bastard, who could spend two hours or even more in the bathroom for my hair, and I still have matted flat hair. And my nose is huge and I have these glazed eyes that have this ugly eye color," I hold back the tears, but you still refuse to agree with me, and not let me leave.
"No, you are so beautiful, your hair is just perfect, and so soft," You walk up to me, and gently tangle your finger in my hair. I just look at you, loving the way your fingers tangle in my hair. You smile shyly, "And you don't have a huge nose, your nose is perfect size that is attach to you perfectly," Your smile spreads as I let you kiss my nose. You, Kendall Knight, kissed me on the nose; I didn't care if it was on my nose, or anywhere else. The thought that you kissed me was like pure heaven, and then you look at with your green specters of light while you told me, "and your eyes they are not glazed, they're the perfect hazel color, and I absolutely love them." My eyes fluttered down as I felt butterfly kisses upon each of my eyes. I had my eyes still closed as I felt your soft pair of lips connected with mine.
I opened my eyes; I was in your bed alone. Since the car accident, I dreamed about the day you showed me how much you loved me, the first time you kissed me, and since that very day I wished we could have told each other sooner. Before I lost you… it's been two years since the accident, and I still miss you, and I will always miss you.