This is the moment that I've always been scared of.I've just gotten off the train.I'm not sure if this is real,I was numb all the way back home...Home?Is it really my home?But...He was my only home...and now he's gone,and I'm a homeless mad girl,a mad girl who's struggling to get back to this real cruel world,I don't know why I wanted to return here,there must be a reason why and I'll do anything to find it.I force my self back to reality and make my way out of the train station and then it hits me.I can see it..The place that we both loved,the place where we used to run to,when we wanted to escape the real 's the sea,the color of his green eyes,the eyes that took me to a whole another world where there's only me and him.I walk to it unsteady,ready to do anything to get there...To his eyes,people are obstacles in my way,I start pushing them screaming his name,they're whispering things but I can't hear them and I don't really want to,because I'm getting closer to it.
I open my eyes to see myself lying on the sand all by myself,I don't know if I made it to the sea by my own without anyone's help because the last thing I remember is that I pushed a young man who was trying to calm me down out of my way,I stand up,look around the place,the only place that can make me safe right now,his smell,his eyes are surrounding me,hugging me and making me feel warm.I can hear our voices talking,laughing and even is why I came here because it is the only place where I can still find Finnick..saying his name makes me choke with that have been burning my face since I've hear the bad news.I don't want to live in this world without him,I want the waves of the sea to attack me,drown me and bury me in his we can both rest in peace together,and then a small kick in my belly force me back to the real world...My baby...I can't kill him,he has the right to live and Finnick wouldn't be happy if I did it.I sit down near the water,tear drops from the sky falls on my cheeks,I cry along with the sky,all I can think of right now is The Hanging Tree,so I start singing:
-Are you,are you coming to the tree?
Where they strung up a man they say murdered three,
Strange things did happen here no stranger would it be,
If we met up at midnight in the hanging tree?
-Are you,are you are you coming to the tree?
Where the dead man called out for his love to flee,
Strange things did happen here no stranger would it be,
If we met up at midnight in the hanging tree ?