Death was...like feeling euphoria an intense feeling of freedom and peace, Even as she lied in the hospital bed with the nurses panicking around her trying to revive her heart she felt at complete peace. Before the peace she felt only long hours of sheer pain and panic while trying to grasp control of herself and breathe, but only now did she want to perish to be freed of her pain and already seconds from death she felt that relief, the pleasure of being so carefree and suddenly she felt no pain, no panic the only panic remaining was from the doctors who had all but given up hope. "Don''t help me" she thought for this was heaven, lying there their breath no longer being inhaled. At only the tender age of nineteen she knew in her heart it was time to let go, with her eyes closed she let go of the world and all of its sense and found her heart at the gates of her own personal paradise the blinding lights...the sheer heaven the peace and only then was she finally home.