Mother a Koorime.
Their love for each other making my life the way it is.
Why did they have to do it?
It's okay on Yukina's side of it all,
But didn't they know what would have happened to me?
I don't speak these things aloud.
I try to force all thought of it out.
Hating and fearing love and all it causes to make people do.
I don't tell anyone.
I won't tell anyone.
And I won't let myself cry over it.
What would be to gain from it anyway?
Boton, Yusuke, Kurama, that sister of Kuwabara's, and that brat baby Koenma all know
about me being related to Yukina.
But they don't know the matter of it all.
The reason I kill is because all demons, whether they admit it or not,
Can feel love.
Feel love for one another.
It's stupid.
It's exactly what made my life a living Hell.
Why bother if it's just going to hurt you more than people that hate you will do to you?
It always seems to hurt someone in some way.
On the long road of life or just by being crushed.
That is why I'm so cold.
That is why I'm so merciless.
Because I haven't forgiven what had happened to me.
Me being born.
What does Yukina need a brother for?
She perfect the way she is.
Why she wants to find me is beyond me.
But I'll never let her know.
I'll never let her know and let her cry.
There's only one good thing that love has ever done for me,
And that is protecting Yukina from heartache that will come upon her if she finds out who
I am, when I die.
That's why I hide it all from her.
I don't want her to be hurt.
That's the only thing love has ever done for me.
The only thing.
Red Roses2: Well? What did you think? Stupid? Bad? Pointless? Good? Great? Gives a closer look into what Hiei might possibly be thinking? Just review, but don't say anything that'll damage my spirits too much. Please?