I would first like to tell everyone that I don't own Prince of Tennis or the song.
I would like to inform everyone that there is boyxboy love here. If you don't like those kinds of stories, don't read it. It's not noticeable though since they are hidden.
I would also like to inform everyone that there is a pairing. If you figure the characters out before you reach the end of the story, you'll know what the pairing is.
There are also no dedications...
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
Every time I see his smile, tears always begged to fall because I know it wasn't for me but someone else; someone I respected and looked up to.
How this world turns cold
And breaks through my soul
And I know, I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one
When I first found out about their relationship, my world was crashing down on me but I kept it all to myself. It felt as if my heart was frozen then broke into a million pieces. I became colder and more distant after that.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven
Even if I knew they were dating, I still did my best to make him happy in my own way. Helping him in anyway I can too. I stayed by him all the time if I could, even in his times of trouble and pain.
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay
I'm okay with it, even if it hurts. I can't make him love me since he won't be happy. He's happy now and I don't want to lose that.
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you, I'll be the one
Then time passed and we grew up. The days we spent together, even if the others are present, seemed to be longer than the nights we were apart.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven
One day though, they had a fight and he went to me, seeking comfort. I found him by my door, his clothes soaked in the rain and he had puffy red eyes and his hair was messed up.
'Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
He stayed at my apartment for a couple of days, barely eating and sleeping unless I told him to. The whole time he was there, I was tempted to confess to him about my feelings but controlled myself, not wanting to lose our friendship.
'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away
And please tell me, you'll stay, stay
They broke up soon afterwards because his lover (ex-lover) decided that he couldn't continue their relationship anymore. He moved out of their apartment after that. I let him stay at my apartment instead.
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know, I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
One rainy night, he came to my room and kissed me, then said he loved me. I looked at him and stared at his eyes, seeing the truth. I nodded then told him good night. We began dating after that.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven
He didn't know that I knew he hasn't completely let go of his ex-lover but I still let him use me, hoping for the best for him and his happiness. If this was my way to make him happy, so be it.
I'll always be his guardian angel.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven
One day though, I finally decided to confront him about his ex-lover. We talked about it for a long time in my room. After that talk, he broke up with me.
"I feel guilty for using you as a replacement," he said, "I'm sorry."
With that said, he was gone. He left my room and went to his and started packing his stuff, preparing to leave.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I followed him after a few moments and hugged him from behind.
"I knew you still loved your ex-lover. I saw it in your eyes, Syusuke. You saw that person, not I but I still said yes anyways. I only wanted you to be happy." I mumbled.
I let my arms fall to my side after a few moments of silence. As I was about to turn around and leave, he grabbed my wrist, making me unable to do so.
"Why?"
I faced him and looked at him to see tears in his eyes. I wiped them off and simply said.
"I love you, idiot."
A/N: They are Fuji and Ryoma, the Thrill Pair!
I made Ryoma the speaker because it was easier for me.
I'll be mentioning the ex-lover's name a few weeks or a month from now in the sequel I'm working on.
If you happen to guess the right person, I'll mention that you in the sequel.
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The song is "Your Guardian Angel" by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, by the way...
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