Dear Diary Journal Thing,
God…I don't know why I'm doing this…Mom says it'll be a good way to vent my feelings considering I don't have friends to talk to…Not like I really need any…I might as well write about my family. Fist is my dad: Cloud Strife. He's a swordsman, which is kinda strange, but he's amazing at it. I don't see him very often. He's always gone for work. It has something to do with saving the planet or something…I think the people he's fighting are from Shinra or something like that. Then theres my mom: Tifa Lockheart(Strife). She used to be a professional boxer and used to help dad a lot before they got married. After they got married she still helped a lot, until she got pregnant with me and my two brothers. That's when she settled down in the house that dad owned on the destiny islands. He never used it. Being a guy I can't imagine being pregnant and having triplets, which brings me to my next point. My two brothers: Ventus and Sora. Ventus is the oldest of use three…But he's only older than me by three minutes and Sora by nine. He looks almost exactly like me. So does Sora for that matter. The only real difference is our hair color which is just slightly different. And by slight I mean just barely different that you wouldn't even notice unless we were all standing next to each other and you were really looking. That's how slight. That's just physically though. Personality wise we're all extremely different. Ventus is a pacifist, even though he's trained with swords before. That was just to please dad though. He's pretty calm and rational. I've only ever seen him angry once and it was to protect his boyfriend, Vanitus. Other than that he just gets annoyed. I mean his voice never rises above a normal voice unless he's extremely excited, which rarely happens. Lately he's been acting pretty strange…I wonder if him and Vanitas got into a fight…Might have to look into that. Next is Sora. He's my brother and I love him and all that crap, but his peppiness makes me want to barf. He's like a puppy: Over excitable, over happy and just plain annoying. He can talk non-stop about one topic for hours! And I do mean hours. I honestly believe that one of the doctors dropped him on his head when he was born and it messed with his ability to mature. He's fifteen, yet he has the maturity of a ten year old. He's actually pretty smart when it comes to school though. Surprising as that may be. He's in all those really high genius classes, which surprises a lot of people that have just met him. I was shocked to. Anyways, I'm in a lot of them too…the only ones we aren't actually on the same level on is math and sports. When it comes to math I'm only in geometry while his in calculus or something like that. And when it comes to sports he sucks. He's probably the slowest runner you'll ever meet, he can't throw anything more than four feet and if you'd ever seen him play dodgeball you'd laugh at how bad he is. If he didn't have gym with his friend Riku he would be leaving gym everyday in Riku's arms on the way to the nurses office. Then theres me: Roxas Strife. I am your stereotypical, rebellious, angry, cutter teenager. I mean I seriously fit all those stupid stereotypes. I'm sullen, quiet and withdrawn. When I'm not like that then I'm yelling, destroying something, or beating the crap out of someone (usually for picking on Sora). I've gotten in trouble for that more than once. I mean if I don't defend him those few times that Riku isn't there (he's like Sora's dog!), than who will? Certainly not his girlfriend, Kairi. She's to weak and frail. My teachers piss me off. They're constantly sending me to the councilors office for being "emotionally withdrawn" or "mentally unstable". I'm f***ing fine! I guess that's where my rebelliousness comes in. I don't really give a crap what they say, but I am not going to abide by any of it. They aren't my parents. They can't tell me what to do. I guess the bit at the top about me not having friends is a bit of an over exaggeration. I have three friends: Hayner, Pence and Olette. They're okay I guess, but we don't have to much in common. They're more like aqcuintances. I guess it's cause we all have shitty lives for one reason or another. I guess I'm kinda spoiled for writing that. I mean I live in a huge house(and I mean huge. I've gotten lost in it too many times to count) and can have pretty much anything I want…But it doesn't make me happy…Maybe it's 'cause my parent's are rarely home now. Maybe 'cause there isn't really anyone here that has something in common with me. Like really in common… I cut my wrists. It's not something I'm proud of or that anyones happy about, but it makes me feel a little bit better. I'm not gonna explain the reasoning behind it. I hide them under my wrist bands. I'm not exactly a long sleeved person and it's not like it's really ever cold here so…huh…I guess mom was right. It was easy to write in this stupid thing.
Roxas Strife
The pen falls to the desk with a light clicking sound and I flex my fingers. The writing session was killer on it, but it was easy. Just like mom ssaid it would be. Shadows have started to creep across the floor, the sun sinking behind the horizon and taking the light with it. I'm momentarily surprised that Iwas up here for so long, and that my mom hasn't called me down for dinner. Whatever. The house is extremely quiet when I head downstairs.
"Mom?" No reply. I step into the kitchen to find that it hasn't been touched since we packed everything away after lunch. "Sora? Ventus? Hello?" My yelling echo's through the eerily empty halls. I'm pretty sure that if I looked into a mirror right now I would look worried. Hell, I am worried. Then I remember that they were going to get the moving van tonight. Trust me to forget something like that. I'm gonna miss the Destiny Islands. They aren't much, but they're home.
Ara Mentas~ Hello to all you readers out there that may or may not have looked at this story! Thank you for looking at it! Really apreciate it. So if any of you out there have been reading my other stories and are going "When the hell are you gonna post?" or "Post already woman!" Than I apologize. I have writer retardation at the moment and my other stories will be on hiatus for awhile(and by awhile I mean a really long time