Me: I am BACK, people!
Spock: We apologize for the hiatus.
Me: It's over-ish now! Anyway, this is my first WTNV fic, and I will say that I absolutely love the podcast and so hope that I haven't butchered the characters too much.
Spock: We will let you read the fic now.
Me: Well, just a few things very quickly: One. This was originally meant to be slightly cracky, then got to be vaguely depressing. Two. WARNING FOR CHARACTER DEATH. Three. This is a one shot, and I absolutely refuse to ever continue this. I'd just end up crying.
Disclaimer: Laveycee doesn't own Welcome to Night Vale. Welcome to Night Vale may or may not own her.
To my Carlos-
It's been twenty years since you left me and the pain still hits me every day.
I love you. Carlos, my perfect Carlos, I love you so very much-more than you'll ever know. I wish you hadn't left me. I miss you so much-it's like someone has taken a part of me, and they have, Carlos, they have-someone has taken my heart.
I couldn't go in to work today. You remember how much I loved my job. It used to be that it wasn't something I had to do, it was something I wanted to do, but, dear Carlos, when you left me... it became something I was obligated to do. You'd be so disappointed in my broadcasting these days, Carlos... When you died, so did I, in all but body.
Goodnight, my Carlos, my love.
Your Cecil
Me: I did tell you this wound up depressing. I was considering having Cecil accidentally hit Carlos' car and be the one that killed him-you know, bring in all that guilt that's so much fun to write-but I obviously didn't.
Spock: We would like to request you to review.
Me: That'd be cool. Goodnight, listeners.
Spock: They're readers.
Me: *half-hearted glare* Goodnight, readers. Goodnight.
