I'm a broken country a broken vessel
I hide away my tears, no one else knows
He took me over he's inside me now
I try to be alone when he comes out
But then I'm the one hurting
I'm so afraid
You see we can't die by another's hand
But by our own yes we can
Even if it's him holding the blade
I cover them up, all the attempts
I stopped just in time
I'm so afraid
And then some times, I cannot bear it
I let him out when with another
And they're the one that cries and bleeds
And calls me by a different name
But it's not his and I cry with pain
He cannot know
I'm so afraid