Straight from my heart:

I stabbed her fifty fucking times

He took all possibilites from me

I took everything from her, all her hopes, dreams and possibilities

How could he do this to me?

She thought she knew me

I thought he loved me, I love him

She loved the fake me, I ripped her straight from my heart

He tore me apart

I ripped her limb from limb

He killed any possibility

I did love her, as much as my Beast will allow

But I gave him what I promised from the start

It was a guise, I slowly learned to "love" her, but that is no more. She is no more

He ended me, I'm not more...I am gone. Free as death on winged darkness. I am free.