WASUP ALL THE ICHIHIME LOVERS, THIS IS A ORIHIME BASHING BECAUSE ICHIRUKIA FOREVER…JK ICHIHIME FOR EVER AND HEAR IS A LITTLE STORY ABOUT OUR lIL HIME I ALSO LOVE RUKIA … BUT IN THIS STORY SHE WILL PLAY THE BAD GUY SORRY RUKI-CHAN I LOVE YOU, BUT THIS IS FOR THE PEOPLE THAT'S ALWAYS BASHING ORIHIME IN THEIR STORIES AND IN THE ICHIHIME STORY SHE IS ALWAYS THE GOOD GYUY SO LETS CHANGE IT UP A BIT. :P PS: THIS IS MY FIRST ICHIHIME FANFIC AND I DO NOT OWN BLEACH TITE KUBO DOES I only own daisuke…. AND I WOULD LIKE TO THANK RENJI4EVA SHE'S AWESOME AND PLZ READ THE NOTE AT THE END. K NOW TO THE STORY WE GO.

The most popular boy in school will never notice me. That much is obvious. After all, I'm just the loser, nerd, geek, and outcast of the school that gets bullied to the point that I want to cut myself nonstop. But no one cares, not even my "Uncle" (ugh I hate to call him that), Daisuke, who is a drunkard and a drug addict. Every chance that he gets, he abuses me; in the morning, when I come home from school, the evening and even at night. Sometimes I think of committing suicide but I have to be strong, because if I don't, Sora-nii and Okaa-san will probably be mad at me. They are in a better place and I'm sure that they are watching over me. Although sometimes, I ask myself, 'Do they even care? Are they really watching over me or am I all alone?' But I snap out of it every time. Of course they are. They have to be, because right now, even if they're not here anymore, they're all I've got.

'Orihime Inoue.' the teacher called my name for attendance. I heard him but my brain just didn't process his words.

'Inoue!' he called again. I answered, but then out of nowhere, he started insulting me, calling me names like "air head, dummy, ding bat", and other things a teacher should not call a student. But I was used to this. It happened every day like a monotone routine – Get up take a shower, brush my teeth, get dressed, eat breakfast, get beat, go to school and get picked on, beat up and bullied. Every day I wonder when it will stop. But this brings into mind a much more disturbing question - will it stop?

I already know the answer. No, never.

I watched as the other students laughed at me as if it was such a big thing or something new. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I had to stay strong. I have to have a strong mind and heart. I must put up a front, as if it was nothing, as if it didn't hurt, when it actually did. It hurt a lot, a lot more than they all thought. But what made it worse was Rukia and her wannabe followers, who laughed louder than the whole class, who pointed their fingers at me and started calling me names. I wanted to get out of my seat and slap them right across their make-up covered faces. I wanted to slap them so hard that they would feel it for generations to come. But I didn't. I didn't because I was too scared, too sad and frankly, because I was a coward.

All this thinking that I do can't be backed up with my fist. Well it could because I box, do karate, and judo, but I can't hurt them because hate or painful thoughts. That's not me. They can be cruel and heartless but that's not something that I can become. Plus it's not that I hate them – I just strongly dislike them with a passion. People might call me a "hater" because I don't like them. The truth is that I don't like them for the fact that some of them bully me and the rest are bystanders that watch, that sit there and laugh just because they want to be "down" with the crew but in reality they just don't want to be bullied themselves.

It doesn't matter to me. It's not like they are my friends or that I know them personally. I have no friends. I have no one – No one to love me, to take care of me, to listen to me, or even be there in my time of need. That's why I learned to block out all my emotions, so that no one can tell how I feel, so no one can think that I have "those kind of feelings" or whatever they call it. **I don't want them to ask me stupid things with stupid vocabulary like "are you mad*cluck* or Nah**. But when they say stuff like that it makes me laugh a little. No one ever saw me laugh. No one but my ex-best friends Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez and Ichigo Kurosaki. Yes, ex-best friends. Our parents knew each other. My mom was there when Ichigo kurosaki and Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez were born and their parents were there for my birth as well. The three of us grew up together and have known each other ever since elementary school. We would always play together and protect each other. Well, they mostly protected me.

Every time that I would get bullied about my hair color or about my hair being too long, they were always there for me. But then we got into middle school and they gradually became very handsome – just like they are now. As we all grew up, we also drifted apart. They drifted away from me like a bottle with a letter in it, let out to send a letter to another place. Before I even noticed it, they were gone and I was left alone to be a memory. I still tried to be there for them, tried to bring back the old days and let our memories be in front of us like a colorful picture, but it was not to be.

I never succeeded in my attempts. I never succeeded because of that wretched girl, Rukia Kuchiki and her crew. The so called "most richest and most beautiful girls in school". Rukia had a "crush" on Ichigo ever since middle school. But I wouldn't call it a crush. I would call it a "Oh let's have a crush/make Orihime's life more miserably plan + I like Ichigo and his other best friend because they are rich" thing. And that's how Ichigo and Grimmjow became people that I don't know and I became someone that they don't know. Well, I can't really bring myself to blame them. After all, I'm just a dumb air head that no one would want to befriend or care about. Even Uncle Daisuke said that. I mean who would even want to know me? Like I said in the beginning – I'm just a loser, nerd, geek, and outcast of the school that no one will ever love.

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THE PERSON WHO HELPED ME THE MOST WITH THIS. SHE IS THE ONE WHO FIXED MY ERRORS, FIXED MY STORY,FIXED THE FORMAT, ADDED WORDS TO MAKE IT BETTER AND MANY MORE. AND THAT PERSON IS... DRUM ROLL PLEASE ...DUNDUNDUNDUN..RENJI4EVA SHE PLAYED A MAIN ROLE IN THIS FIC I GIVE HER ALL THE CREDIT SO GO FAVE HER FOLLOW HER WAT EVER YOU NEED TO DO. ALL U NEED TO KNOW IS THAT SHE IS AWESOME, AND SMART, AND KIND AND DID I MENTION SMART. WELL IMMA MENTION IT AGAIN LOL OK JUST SHOW HER SOME LOVE CUZ SHE IS AWESOME