Hola! I'm doing my very first songfic. I think it's a songfic I'm not sure… Anyway here we go. This is dedicated to my friend who happens to hate Taylor Swift which is the singer of Back to December which is the song I'm using. She is crazy! This song is awesome! Try listening to the song while reading!
I don't want to go. I want to stay home with my warm blanket and soft pillow. I want to stay and cry my eyes out but I know that I need to go and talk to him. I need to fix it. So here I am in the limo on the way to the party. I walk into the room and immediately lock eyes with him. The DJ starts to play one of my favorite songs but unfortunately I need to talk to Alejandro.
I walk over to him. I notice that his hair has started to grow out. He looked hurt in his eyes but other than that he looked almost the same as he was before. "Alejandro!" I call out but he walks away.
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
"Wait!" I call out. " What?" He asked. " I'm sorry," I cried. "I'm sorry too, I'm sorry that I ever let you into my heart!" He shouted storming to the other side of the room.
Cause the last time you saw me
Still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
" I'm sorry. I really am. I thought it was a lie. I shouldn't have tricked you and if I had the money I would give you it," I cried " If I could I would go back and change it but I can't!"
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
"Heather," He started " I really loved you. It was least I thought it was…" How do I sleep at night knowing I broke his heart for a million bucks?
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
"It can be real! I want it to be real! Please! I really need you. I'm sorry for that day. I wanted to be single, to not have to share my glory but that freedom was nothing but missing you,"
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time" Well you made your decision. Money over love so that's the way it will stay," He told me. UGHHHHH! " Those tears on the volcanoe, they weren't because of loosing the money they were because of loosing you. I do love you," I cried." I miss you! I promise you we can make it work! Just give me a chance,"
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right
"Please Alejandro! I can't change the past but I wish I could. But if you can't forgive me I guess I'll just leave. I understand but I just want you to know I'm sorry,"I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time
" Stay," I heard Alejandro stay. I ran up to him and he gave me huge hug. "Me amor, you have no idea how many nights I sat awake hoping you would apologize. I never stopped loving you," The latino said. I responded by pressing my lips against his.
And I go back to December all the time…
Hey guys so did you like it? Sorry it's my first songfic so review!