Ninety
miles outside Chicago
Can't stop driving I don't know why
So
many questions, I need an answer
Two years later you're still on
my mind
Whatever
happened to Amelia Earheart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is
true love just once in a lifetime?
Did the captain of the Titanic
cry?
Oh,
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll
know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't
meant for you...
Does
anybody know the way to Atlantis?
Or what the wind says when she
cries?
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the
ninety-seventh time...Tonight
Someday
we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll
know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't
meant for you...
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Someday
we'll know
Why Samson loved Dalilah?
One day I'll go
Dancing
on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you...
Open
up the world
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
Watched
the stars crash in the sea
If I can ask God just one question
Why
aren't you here with me tonight?
Oh,
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll
know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't
meant for you...
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Someday
we'll know
Why Samson loved Dalilah
One day I'll go
Dancing
on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you...
Today would have been our 3 year anniversary had our relationship worked out. It's been about less than half a year since we broke up and I still find myself dwelling over him. We got together the summer of eighth grade and everything was great for us. We fell in love shortly after that and things seemed to become even better. He was my first boyfriend and I couldn't imagine my life without him. We barely got into huge fights and when we did, it wouldn't last more than a day or two. Everyone in school thought we were the cutest couple because we did everything together.
I met him in middle school when we were paired up in P.E. We hit it off and became somewhat friends. Later on, I would find myself spending more and more time with him, but at this time I didn't like him yet and I'm pretty sure he didn't develop a crush for me yet either. It wasn't until we were practically best friends that he would tell me about his parents starting to fight and everything else that was bothering him and I guess that's when I started liking him because he could open up to me about anything. At this point I didn't know how he felt towards me until he finally got up the courage to ask me out one day and of course I said yes. After that it all just fell into place.
I guess you're probably wondering if everything was so great between us, what went wrong. Well it wasn't because we fell out of love, or he cheated on me, it wasn't anything like that. It was his parents. They were getting a divorce and it was settled that he would go live with his dad. Now, I would've helped him through this and it wouldn't have been a huge problem if his dad didn't decide to start new and move all the way across the country to California. I still remember the day he told me all of this, I thought my heart was going to shatter.
Flashback
It was about 4 in the afternoon and I was lying in bed thinking about random things when I heard a knock on my door.
"Haley, are you in there?" I knew right away who it was from his voice.
"Yea come in"
As he walks in, I can see something's wrong by the look on his face.
"Hey are you okay?"
"I have some bad news that I have to tell you."
"What's wrong? Is it your parents again?"
"Yea.. They decided to get a divorce and this time it's for real. I guess I should be happy about that since they're always fighting anyways.."
"I'm sorry.. I wish I could do something, but you know you can always crash out here if you'd like." There was a short silence before he started again. I guess he was contemplating on how to tell me.
"There's another part to it Haley..My dad wants me to live with him and my mom thinks that it's a good idea for now. I guess I'm okay with that but the thing is he wants to move to California."
"Oh...
Well what are we gonna do?" I knew it was coming but I still wasn't ready to hear what he had to say next.
"I... I think we should break up...
I think it would be for the best. I mean I'll be all the way in California and you'll be here. As much as I love you, we're still in highschool and I just don't think a long distance relationship would work."
By this time I had tears running down my face.. I didn't know what to say... I could tell he was already having a hard time doing this and I didn't want to make him feel worse so the only thing I said was, "Oh, I guess it's for the best right.", even though it was hurting me to say that.
"Yea." I was still processing everything in my head and he didn't know what else to say so after several minutes of silence before he spoke up, bringing my from my thoughts.
"Well I guessI should go, I have some packing to do.." He kissed me on the cheek and head for the door. "I'm sorry, I'll always love you Haley.. Goodbye"
"Goodbye.." I whispered once he was gone. After the night he left my house, I never saw him again. I was told he moved to California about a couple days later. For the first week or so, I spent my days locked up in my bedroom crying, and then as days passed, I became numb.
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xX the song is"Someday We'll Know" by Mandy Moore and Jonathan Foreman
