Coming of Faith

We have been through as rivals,
Remember how we stood,
I remember how I lost to you,
But I won a better reward:
I won a goal.
You were my smallest fear,
And my greatest lust,
You may not believe,
And that is what I fear.
We had to say farewell,
But in the end we say hello again.
I must be strong for what is right,
But you see me struggle and you laugh
It hurts my soul to the very core,
But I must be strong for what is right.
I see you and I see me running:
I do not know what to do,
So I flee
But I must be strong for what is right.
When I finally become one of my own,
I have the courage to say:
I..,
I must be strong for what is right.
I ..,
But I was wrong:
I still flee from you.
What I was hoping never came;
But my greatest lust,
Became a memory
Until it came to life again.
You came to me and said:
I ..,
And I laughed,
Because I knew we were no longer rivals,
But equals.
As soulmates.