I wake up early on Sunday morning I have a shower and think about everything that has happened over the past few years. I was meant to go to Spain after Jeremiah broke up but I decided to give my place on the trip to Taylor becaue her boyfriend was going. I go downstairs and get some cereal to eat. Mom is at work and Steven stayed the night at his girlfriends house so I am home alone. All of a sudden I get two texts on my phone one from my mom and one from Conrad.

Mom: I will be home late order pizza if you get hungry.

Me: Ok.

I then read the text from Conrad

Conrad: Hey.

Me: We need to talk. Call me.

Conrad:Kk

About 5 minutes after I sent that text Conrad me.

Conrad: "Hey, Why do we need to talk?"

Me: "I feel like I can't be myself when we are together, I feel like I'm always trying to impress you and you just never try to impress me you use me like one of your old toys when you have no one else you come to me. I'm just saying I want to have fun this year and be myself."

Conrad: "Don't expect me to be there waiting for you when your finished having your bit of fun".

Then all of a sudden he hangs up and I feel more alone then I have felt in a very long time.