Disclaimer:
Edward: Say it
Me: I don't wanna
Edward: Now
Me: *pouts* fine. *sigh* the wonderful and talented Stephenie Meyer owns this. Not me. Happy now? How about a kiss for my efforts?
Edward: How about no?
Any way- I do not own Twilight. This is placed during New Moon, when Edward left Bella. Bella is just reflecting on her thoughts. And I thought this is totally, in sync with her feelings during New Moon. Oh, I also do not own Angels, Within Temptation does.
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I was on stage the lights blinding me. It has been a year now since Edw… He left me. I started a band with my best friend Jake. Are band is called "Spurned Lovers". Get it? Jake was spurned by me and I was spurned by Him. We are singing our debut song, one I wrote. It is called "Angels" I wrote this after He left me.
Sparkling
angel, I believed, you were my savior, in my time of need
He was my angel. Well, he looked like one anyway. I believed he could do no wrong, He saved me from James, was there with me always. Whenever I needed him, He was there. I miss him so much. Almost as much as I am angry at him.
Blinded by faith, I couldn't hear, All the whispers, The warning's so clear
I had faith. He said for eternity. Liar. Everyone always said it wouldn't last and He was too good looking to be mine. Guess they were right. They all warned me. How could I not listen? Love. That's how.
I
see the angels, I'll lead them to your door, There is no escape now,
Now mercy no more, No remorse 'cause I still remember, The smile when
you tore me apart
When he said he didn't love me, it was the serene smile his face held that got to me the most. It was like he didn't even care. But he should have cared because, when he left something inside of me snapped. It was no more nice Bella time. I dyed all my clothes black, cut my hair to a more edgy look and said I don't care anymore.
You
took my heart, Deceived me right from the start, You showed me
dreams, I wished they'd turn to real, You broke the promise, And made
me realize, It was all just a lie
He
lied about EVERYTHING! He showed me the vampire world then took it
away. He said he would love me forever, and then broke my heart.
Bastard.
Sparkling
angel, couldn't see, your dark intentions, your feelings for me,
fallen angel, tell me why? What is the reason?
The thorn in your
eyewhy, oh why, didn't
I realize he didn't love me before he told me? It would have been
easier that way. Namely I would not have gotten hurt.
I see the angels, I'll lead them to your door, There is no escape now, No mercy no more, No remorse 'cause I still remember, The smile when you tore me apart.
For
the first time since I came out onto the stage and opened my eyes to
see all of the damn Cullen's. Right there in the first row. Every
single one. They all looked shell shocked. Serves them right. You
took my heart, Deceived me right from the start, You showed me
dreams, I wished they'd turn to real, You broke the promise, And made
me realize, It was all just a lie Could
have been forever, Now we have reached the end, This world may have
failed you, It doesn't give the reason why, You could have chosen
A
different path of life
"You could have stayed" I tell him mentally though I know he'll never hear it. He may have been sad and depressed but, did he have to make me sink to his level?
The
smile when you tore me apart, You took my heart, Deceived me right
from the start, You showed me dreams, I wished they'd turn in to
real, You broke a promise, And made me realize, It was all just a
lie
But, maybe he left for the best. I finally discovered myself, turned into the undead, and became famous. Oh, maybe that's why they're all still shell shocked. Yep. I am now a vampire, my power is bigger than all could have expected. I now control all four elements. Oh, and I have a second power. I can take a vampires power from a 100 mile radius. So, I know have close to every vampire power imaginable.
Could
have been forever, Now we have reached the end
That's right. The end. I gave the Cullen's all another glare, and exited the stage. I wait 5 minutes to prepare for my next song and all the sudden I am bombarded with bodies all trying to hug me.
I shout for them all to get off of me. The do so and I am left asking one question.
"What the hell, do you think you're doing here?"
K, I might continue with this but I am going to need reviews. I'm a little nervous about this story so leave a review, k? Oh, and check out my poll and I have a personal question:see, I am completely in love with this boy and he says he loves me. He just won't ask me out or to be his girl friend. If you have any Ideas PM me k? Thanks, I'm desperate. -1201
