Welcome to the first chapter of Memories and Mothers. I am CO- Writing it with Megankarate, i am writing this chapter. She will do the next one. I hope that you like it, please let us know. We can't improve if you don't tell us. Also i reliazed that it will be like major different styles of writing and displaying info. But i hope you like it. We don't own Austin and Ally


I felt the tight grip of Austin's hand on my hand, the sounds of everyone screaming at me pounded my head. It was time; this little fantasy that I have been living in is going to shatter like glass in a matter of minutes. My brown eyes looked up to the blond Austin who had a worried but hopeful look.

I flashed back nine months, to when this whole crazy mess started. I was 17 soon to be 18. My life was perfect, I had friends, grades and Austin Monica Moon. He was the heart throb of the 12th grade. But he was mine and mine alone.

My life was perfect except for one little flaw, I was pregnant. I sat against the wall in the bathroom crying silently. I held the test in my hand, it was as plain as day. I took several more test but they all read the same thing- positive.

How could this happen to me? The first and only time I had sex it ended up like this. I was a failure. After crying for a few more minutes I washed my face and went back to bed. It was 3:00 am and I needed sleep. I hoped that this was just a dream, but I doubted it.

Sunlight tickled my nose as I opened my eyes, I sighed. I looked at the test that I had slept with. It still read positive. I was crushed, I didn't want to have a baby, and I wanted to finish my high school life and college life. Then have kids.

Keeping the tears down I got up and got dressed. I had plans to go to the mall with Trish, Dez and Austin today. Maybe that would keep my mind off of things. I highly doubt it though.

When I got dressed I made my way down stairs. My mom already had breakfast ready, not feeling my best I took a piece of toast. "Ally, you feeling ok?" My mom asked me with a concerned look. I usually ate a lot.

"Oh yeah," I lied, "I am just meeting my friends at the mall and we were gonna stop by the food court first thing."

My mom gave an "Oh ok" look and nodded. I gave a sigh of relief, I feel like I just dodged the bullet. I gathered my things, went to my car and drove to the mall. It was 10'O clock, I was early though. Maybe I can eat some food before everyone comes.

The minutes pass like seconds and before I know it, I am facing Austin. He had a huge smile on his face. He hugged me from behind as his arms wrapped around my abdomen. He kissed my head as his hand rubbed my abdomen. I began to freak out a little and pulled away from Austin.

Trying to cover up my sudden outburst I said, "Oh look Austin, its Trish and Dez."

Austin smiles when he sees them. He seems to forget about what just happened. Man, only if I had done something sooner. Maybe all of this would have never have happened. But that is just proof that I am a dreamer.

As we begin to walk around the mall I begin to lose myself in thought. I am not aware of the fact that I almost run into someone before Austin pulls me out of the way. "Ally what happened?" He demanded worry spread across his face.

"Oh nothing, just day dreaming." I said with an awkward laugh.

"Ok." Austin says.


A few weeks pass and I still haven't told Austin. I want to but I am scared, I know that he would want to keep it but what if I don't want to. I have been thinking about it and I considered that abortion would be the best option. I wouldn't have to tell Austin, I could do it when I turn 18 in February. It is December now, so it would still be an option.

But something still is holding me back from planning it all out. I am not sure what it is, I figured that it was the thought of killing off some life form that I helped create. I would often daydream about a family with Austin, one or two children. They would play outside as Austin and I watched from a distance. We were happy and content. That is the kind of life that I would want.

But I can't have that kind of life, I need to go to school like a normal teenager and then to college. I can't do that normally if I have to take care of kids. Even though I had all of these pounding thoughts I still found myself being drawn to the idea.

I had a chance to have a happy family. I knew that Austin would never leave me. But I don't think that I am ready, but despite it all I found myself think about baby names. Leigh, Marcus, Miles. All the names I could think of swam in my brain.

One day while we were in school it was said that we would be having a health class. I wasn't sure why, over half the school wasn't virgin, me included. But on the first day of our new lesson they jumped straight into it.

While they boys giggled at every time something 'funny' was said I rolled my eyes. I just wanted this class to be over. Finally when the bell rang I rushed to my locker hoping to just go home. But Austin caught me before I could leave.

"Hey Ally, can I have a ride? My car is being fixed."

I forced a smile and let him ride with me. "Can we work on a new song? We haven't done it in a while and I have a gig this Saturday."

"Yeah, sure."

"Hey Ally is everything ok?" Austin asked. I glanced at him, his brown eyes worried. "Yeah, I am just annoyed. I uh have this project to do."

"Oh, I am sorry sweetie. How about just do vocal practice today."

"That would be perfect." I said through gritted teeth.


When we finally arrived at Sonic Boom we made our way up our studio. That was where the magic happens, the songs were written here. Always have and will be.

"Ok, let's start with the song, you are my one and only."

I nodded my head and started to play the piano. Austin began to sing.

"Heart pounding, mind racing. I can only think you yoo-hoo. You, you are my one and only girl. One and only girl."

My body begins to shudder; I can't hold it in anymore. I begin to cry, tears cutting down my cheeks. Austin stops signing and comes to my side.

"Baby, what's wrong?"

I look away from him, I need to tell him. I force out the words my voice quivering.

"A-Austin, I-I am pregnant."